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Sunday, April 11, 2004
how did i fall in lubb wif ya**
Remember when, whenever we needed each other
The best of friends like sister and brother
We understand we'd never be alone
Those days are gone, now I want you so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
Never meant to feel this way
Don't wanna be alone tonight

Chorus:
What can I do to make you mine?
Falling so hard, so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

I hear your voice and I start to tremble
Brings back the child that I resemble
I cannot pretend that we can still be friends
Don't wanna be alone tonight

Chorus:
What can I do to make you mine?
Falling so hard, so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

Who will want say this life
That it has to be tonight
Just need you to know
I don't wanna live this life
I don't wanna say goodbye
With you I wanna stay the rest of my life

Chorus:
What can I do to make you mine?
Falling so hard, so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

What can I do to make you mine?
Falling so hard, so fast this time
Everything's changed, remember you
How did I fall in love with you?

**cLaRa..___`
`PaiNFuL PasT..++

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@ Sunday, April 11, 2004
Monday, March 29, 2004
* in lurvin' memoriee.. *
ferzlieee...gin saes this ish frm her da miee..n here goes...=)

Don eva giv up if u still wan da try.
don eva wip ur tears if u wan to cry.
don eva settle fer an ans if u wan da noe.
don eva sae u dun luv him if u cant let go. ----> hmmm..?

hmmm..hen meanninful hor..? go rid in her blogg de dose werds kaes..reeli niceshhh..esp ermm..

Lettin g0 of u hurts wae too much.. i used da feel tat by lettin g0.. i was juz givin up.. bt now i realise hw much i lose if i juz kip holdin on to sth tat nv was... n will nv be mine..
Itz breaks ur heart da see the one u luv happy wid sumone else.. bt itz mre painful da noe tat the one u luv is unhappy wid ya..

tish 2..esp d 2nd onee..-smiles- sho truee..eba sho truee..it hurts da cee sumone ya lub wif sumone else..bud werst, da noe hez/shez nv happiee wif ya..sho whie hold on da his/herz happiness? led 'em go..=) bud dunch if u cnt..hahax..=))

seriouslieee puddin' on a reeli happpiee font..jia you jia you jia youu..~! =) - fang bu xia. -

da yX [ nu er..daughter ] -
darlin' arhhh...=X ni rites..dunch mek marmmiee bwg bout u kaes..u're alwis stucked in such a difficult situation de..bud itz heavenz will lar kaes..dun tk it too hardd n move onn..i n ginz facin' d same pain as ya..juz a difference of wad kinda pain we're all goin' thru..we undastand ya painnn..n im sure u do, too. -smiles- i noe ya'll be strongg n stand up wif a decision..mummiee cum out wib an ans wif ya kaes..? wo men yi qi jia youu..-winkwinks- i noe ya lubb ya daddie n wan himm backk..i osho lubb mah son-in-law n i wan himm back osho..-hehe- mama will alwis be rite here fer ya kaes..-mwaks-

da mah baobei er zi [ junting ] lolx** -
nv fail da shout mie ' mamiee marmmie! 'de sonnn arhhh...ermmm..u horrr..i noe ya osho kinda shang xin bout tt matter lar horrr..? budden marmiee zui teng ni le..will hlp ya..definitely..-smiless- budden ping ur luks..no prob de lar er zi..!! ^^ i osho nth da sae le..juz wanna ask ya da guai guai lar kaes..u todae juz told miee lester n ali alwis brighten arpp ya dae ma horr...? deh reeli gudd buddiesss..surely wun fail da mek ya smileee..u osho mush zhao gu 'em horr..zuo ren bu ke yi wang en fu yi..mummiee alwis titch ya eh..hahas...-winksss- okaeee larhhhh..anythin' juz ring mieee up lyke ya alwis do eberiedae..=Xx! en mammy de er duo alwis here da lend ya kaes..=)))

da GiN [ nu er osho..daughter ] -
alemmak...my dearrr..u aganee..hahx..went thru ya blogg n sho saddd...rid dose werds liaox i osho krieee..u osho another of my kid..my nu er..=Xx! mummiee lurves ya toooooo..u noe tt..heh heh..** do tk tonnes of kare n move on wif where ya stopp cuz of himm..i noe ya gt d y zhi li de..!!! fer u nehh..mummy will alwis be beside ya crackin' dose crwappieee jokes n mek ya chiokapeng eh horr..-grinsss!!- wo ai ni..!!~~

urmm...msgz fer him lerr..sho dae by dae fer ppl hu nids it..seems lyke i gt aload of er nu hor..? daughters n sonss..ya lorhh..reeli alort..hehe..nd i lubb 'em shoo..all so dear da mieee..-winkwink!- okaeee.. it truliee seems lyke heaven n lifez reeli unfairr..n nv will it beee...bud wo hen ai all of ya kaess n may all be fineee fer ya all...mummieeee ai ni mennn~~~!! ^^

shortly bout todae.. -
-sighhhh- saw alort of ppl headin' da go pay cwz deh last respects todae tho i din went todaeee..cw, im sho sorrieee..bud nv-d-less..as i saidd..u'll alwis n haf alwis lived in my heart n in moi memorieee..i noe u'll be watchin' ova all of ush frm above..god bless n eberieone lurvez ya..-smiles..- * hugs n smiles da 'u' up dere.. *



**cLaRa..___`
`PaiNFuL PasT..++

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@ Monday, March 29, 2004
Sunday, March 28, 2004
* deepest sadness *
long since i blogged..loads happened d past few daes n ya guys shud noe, ya..? seriouslie broke dwn nd dun wanna go tok bout rit le..bud hweva, im tryin' reeli hard da smile..be it outside or in skool..i nb fail da bring mah smile arpp..i wun stae useless tish wae fereba..bud ya all muz gimmie sum timee da heal. nd if of anie offences da anie one of ya out dere..im sorriee..fergif miee..im in pain.

da cj n familiee -
my deepest sympathy da ya n ya fam members..eben tho cw's death is a big big lost da u n ya familiee as well as we..as fwens..u all reeli muz tk greatt kare n cj, life still goes on. cw's a purrfect guyy n i truly respect himm fer himself. im sure he'll nv wanna cee ya all sadd n will bless ya all up dere..he'll alwis be watchin' ova ya all..tc n i'll alwis be beside ya.
lurve, clara.

da cw -
i noe u'll nv haf d chance da cee this post..bud no matter wadd..u've alwis been a reeli nicesh fwen da miee. i rmd dose daes when ya often cum da mah home n do dose 'N' lvl projects wif barry..n hw i often entertain ya all outside my hse n played wif ya all. d times tt we fooled ard n hw i alwis go rd whackin' ya fer d fun brought tears da miee..i ken nb bring back dose past memories..go in peace n rip. nv-d-less..u'll alwis be a nicee frenn, i miss ya so..en u'll alwis be livin' in moi memoriee.
lurve eva, clara.

urmm..so much msgz da so mani ppl..nd will be payin' cw my last respects tml afta sku..ppl hu noe himm..do go pay a last visit kaes..=) seems lyke things recentliee r outta mek mie lose total control of muhselff..wadz my meanin' in lifee..? 'nth.' absolutely nth. deepliee deeplie sadden by eberiethin'..bud i ken tern da no one. gimmie time da ged back da d old mieee..en i reeli hope, i ken. i wanna stand up..once agane..

da him -
hmm..i've said wad i wan le..do wad i wan, too..tho derez still cetain things tt wo zhen de hen yi han..n dere're things i cnt eben haf a chance da do. i noe ya berned d letter..bud i stated in it tt u're free da do wad u wan wib it..sho i juz wanna sae..tk kare tonnes..u muz be fine. u muz..=) lifez eva so shortt..tk loadsa lotsa karee...i'll alwis be here. -smiles..-
wif deepest luv, clara.

n lastly..da eberieone out dere -
treasure d time ya haf while ya're still part of urself on this livin' earth..led ya luv ones noe hw much ya lubb 'em..befer ya haf regrets. fer cw..i noe he lurves his fam members n frens..he reeli went in peace..afta this incicdent..hmm..lifez reeli beriee shortt..we may juz go d nxt moment..n leave this werll wif much pain n regrets in ush..tk gudd kare n cherishhh..n sho..i wanna led mah daddie marmmiee barry [ kor ]..ah ma, buddies..god sis n kors..n all noe tt..n oh ya...da him too..im fine this moment..n i noe i lurve 'em all tis moment im here..-smiless-
d true mie, clara.

**cLaRa..___`
`PaiNFuL PasT..++

___________________

"
@ Sunday, March 28, 2004
Monday, March 22, 2004
* heh heh.. *
hmm..juz finished wipin' muh tears...urmm..nth larss..i juz lyke da criee it all out when i feel heaviee deep dwn..msged him n he replied wif one ' nites '. *sighhh..* nv n will nb blame him..=) cuz da miee, be it gud or badd..he mush haf his reasons behindd it..ermm..juz wanna led him noe wo zhen de lurve him loads..*smiles...* hmm..sku todae was kinda horridd..went da sku wif junting n yx..denn go sku rush hmewrkkk...*arhhhhh...* alortt..T.T! denn was practically waidin' fer lester..haishhh..den our sci tcher resign le..*hurrays?* new cher ish mr hong...hahass..=X! denn recess kinda manieee ppl cum ask d 2 of ushh..=||! hahax..hmm..denn maths sho sianz....ask mie go out do Q..i dun eben noe...*arggh* =(! denn afta skool yx outside mah klas waidin' fer mieee..afta tt went da lukk fer lester n junting..=) cnt find 'emm..*aiyos* denn saw em at 2nd storiee..den zhao go dwn til outside sku den ali notice miee..*hahas!* den he shout ' HEY! clara! clara! ' lolx..sho cutee..den we 4 went da cwp fer d movieee..den had loadsah larfters on d wae deree..=)! denn go cwp lerr..go buy tickets ferz..i pushh marnee da lester he dun wann..=( den gao dao go ead tt timee..junting sae he no marnee da eat himselff..-tears- n arhhhh!!! i promisee nt da led him buy fuddd fer mie liao lorrhhhh...i eat lil' bit nia..!!! =.(..! sad sad sadddd...denn junting sae he hungrieee..he sae no. haishhh...afta tt went back da cinemas..he kept wantin' da tk mah bagg..dunno wad hez arp to..=Xx! hehex..no larrr..=) den ask him dun buy wader fer d movies he dun listennn..go buy..sho bigggg...in d end share dou share bu wann..lolx..=X denn in cinemas kinda coldd..hez eben colderr..his hands lyke iceeee..hahax..=) denn d show nt skaarieee actualliee..onli thinkk d scene change beriee fast..den xian de lyke beriee kong bu lydatt..=//! den i tio shock i squeezeee his handd..whahaha...*sho bad* =|! denn ahem ahemm...n ya..!! lesterz stomach cried..=( i knew he wash hungriee..-sighhh- hmmms...finish lerr we wok out of cuz..=X we 2 de hands were reeeeeli numbbbb by dennn..cuz of all d holdin' n grabbin'..*hahas* beriee numb bud kinda painfull...buddden..BU MAN YUAN..!! *winksss* denn we wok rd dereee n took d bus hmeee..n oh yea..yxz grandma passed awaee..=(! sighh deeplieee..den on bus hez shhho shho quiet..urmm..denn mek mi wonder starffies aganee..realized i beriee afraid da rid msgs nw..cuz will haf illusions of him msgin' den saein..arhh.u noe..haishh..=[ dann actuallieee i've alwis been watchin' him in d darkk..cuz he dunno..=Xx! hehehe..denn dey 2 pei lester wok mie hmeee..kekex..*farnieee* denn befer i wok off..was waidin' fer himm da sae sth da mieee..hahax..=))) denn he told miee ' bahbaiee..tk kare '. *smiles* dann i smilesmile den go lerr..reached hme at bout 5.50. waided til bout 6+ da 7 he nt hmeee..aske him da msg bud he dintt..den started da panic..dunno whiee..den msged him, called his hp..called jt..called yx..den finallie called his homee..he juz reach hmee..he took buss..*phew* practically skared mie da deathhh..=( den slackked..c teebee..tml yx nt goin' da sku..=//! afta todae suddenlieee realized d heaviee fear..in miee..alwis skared eberiethin' may juz be ova..bud i hweva..still belief in him..*hehe* -winkwink-
`nw n fereba..- lurve him**

**cLaRa..___`
`PaiNFuL PasT..++

___________________

"
@ Monday, March 22, 2004
Sunday, March 21, 2004
* nv wanna live wifout him.. *
ferzlieee..he todae qi si wo..on fone, msn n msg ask him SLP EARLIE. in d end he ended up slpin at 5+..argghhh..-sadd- no repeatsss..~! kkaess..urmmm...stayed hme all dae todaeee...*hais* sho boredd..last nite osho din slp berieee well larx...budden wo xin gan qing yuann...=X?! =/! hahaz...yea..den todae i lie da him tt i gt eatt..den in d end i ownself lu chu ma jiao..*arhhhhh* stewpig mieee...sheeshhh...hehe..hmm..den i do hmewrk todaeee..watch teebee lorr..i kinda no mood no mood da do hmewrk lydat..perhaps i feel heavie deep dwn..*sigh* dann was lukin' outta d window when he suddenlieee msg...*happieeee* dann i cee d maths paper liaos damn giddy..bth..argghh..den i called himm chatted fer bout an hr..heh heh..hen kai xinn..urmm..afta tt ta went fer dinnner..his marmeez berfdaeee todaee...*winks* den i do hmewrk budden osho gt alort nt done yet..tml mush rush in skool..*aiyos* haahx...i sho bo liao hereee..den i chatted online..awhile ago reachin' 11 i was bout da msg him cuz was kinda werried..? =) cuz he went out frm noon til nitee..din contact wo..den frm duno wad time i waid fer his msg..den was intendin da msg him at 11 if he doesnt msg..den i pick arp mah fone..he msg liaos..*hehe* kinda farnieee..=X! -tian zai xin li- actuallieee..i juz wanna cherish d present larhhh..dun wanna go tink sho muchhieee..doesnt do aniee gudd ma..*blinks* okok..tml skool lo!!! tml afta sku catchin' d eye 2 wif him, junting n yx..arhhhh..awaidin'..^^ kae lars..shall go slp lerr..-nitenite-
- lurve ta d mostt..** =)

**cLaRa..___`
`PaiNFuL PasT..++

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@ Sunday, March 21, 2004
Saturday, March 20, 2004
* d hand i've been waidin' fer. =) *
yeshhh..din slp d whole nite last niteeee..=( am reeeeli tired..budden last nite din slp cuz of swit reasons. *hees* =X okaeeee..went out da mit g.gina at bout 12+ todaeee..dan we went da cwp da gia..hen boredd..*sigh* dann we went rd den gang hao regina osho at cwp..den we do nth dereee den went da tk bus..*haiz* i went back da SP while she went hme..i tinkk..dann i went da MRT station dere mit him [ lester ] yx n junting..*hmmm* at 1st dunno where da go de lorhhh..dann we cee cee lukk lukk..headed back da SP..pei junting go arcade plae his baobei rawk feverr..*alamak* dann beriee longgg arhhh...afta tt deceided da wok da semb shopp..dann we wok dere lorrr...*smiles* loads happened on d wae dere larrr..den junting kept dee siao mie n lester was lyke..sae yx osho..den dey kept bickerin' nd yakkin' awaeee..hahax..sho cuteee..dann wok n wok..finally reached lerr..was reeli tired todae when i was out wib 'em..=(! budden nbm larr..*winks* dann go semb shopp dey 2 force ush da eatttt...*arhhhhhh* tho i din eat at all larr..budden i nt hungriee..den dey 2 went arp da haf jtz hair cutt..dann i n yx 'eat'..=X liaoz go find 'emm..afta tt no where da go liaos..den i wanna go blow blow wind..=X?! hahaz..okieee...*hehe* dan go beachhh...tt time bth lerr..feelin' reeli giddy den cnt eben wok steadily..he sae tk cab go..*closes eye* =X go dere lerr..zhou bian d whole becchh..dann go sit dwn he listen da mah ringtonee..den tt si junting..=X he shhhoo damn cheecky lorr..hahas..he osho listen da yxz ringtone den compare d volumeee..shho farnieee..den rmb yx askin' junting huz which 2 or ush will end ferz..he said ours. *scrims* felt sho heavie when i herd tt..*sheeshhh* =[ den he sae mush kinda prove 'em rongg..hmm..? hw i wish i ken..=) afta tt took cab..en den wo heart beriee painn..he kept payin' fer d cab fee..actuallie i rather wok de..? bud wo hen lei..*haiz?* arhhhhh...sadd..hmmm...dan drop at SP cuz i wana wok hmee wib ta..den dey 2 lyke all song mie back lydatt..eben tho ish actuallie him er yi..cuz yx alwis go hme wib miee will pei mie thru d carpark dere den she wok straight back da her hsee..=) dann i came back lerr..tml cnt go outt..*shang xin* practically shang xin cuz i cnt ceee himm..*kriess* =( wo ye bu xiang de..arhhh? maybe he dun eben wanna cee mieee..hahax..=|! sigh..okok..den tml mush do hw..den SKOOL REOPEN le..!!!! yays!! *hao kai xin* =))))) guess todaez d dae i reeli smile frm mah heart ba..? *smilex* bud guess he din noe hw much i cherish eberiethin' ba..*luks afar* den wo juz hang arp wib himm cuz at this timee liaox..he haben bathE..nd precisely...............itz no gud da bathe late lorrrr...*hais* dann i cnt cor himm backkk..ermmm..my mum snatch foneee wib mieee..den barryz 4eba on d fone ehhh...-sigh- k lars..i go le..
- lurve ya loads lots..** - +sMiLes+

**cLaRa..___`
`PaiNFuL PasT..++

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@ Saturday, March 20, 2004
Friday, March 19, 2004
* 18/03/04 * [ speciall speeeecial daeee..=) ]
hehe..earliee mornin' tio juntingz fone cor disterb den wake up aganes..blahhh...*tiredd* dann aftanoon went da mit gin n yx..went dwn da luk fer junting. dann eat deree nd his aunts n uncles were shho farnieee lorhhh..sae he berieee cleber..bring 4 gurls. -_______-! =//? hahaz..dann eat liaox wok rd deree tok tok tok...dann waid fer lester n terence da cumm..dey beriee longgg..bth sia..dan we tok n tok n do all kinda starffies den dey both came at 6+ i tinkk..dan gt thngs happenedd..[ shant mention ] den yx n her sis went back ferz..dan i n gin went backk..dan came hme bathe liaox..received lesterz msg den he called..dan ermm..=//! okaeee lorrhhh...tink ttz bout it..
- clara prays -

da LesTer -
urmm..i noe i asked u loadsa times le larhh..budden u shud undastand ma? is fang xin bu xia..dan niwaess..i juz seriousliee hope...ermm..it isnt a joke or bet..? ttz wad i WISH larr..budden itz naturally up da u maz..actualliee i dun wanna sae much heree..dan since things tern out tish wae liaos..i osho nt skared da led ya noe le lor..will tell ya d nxt time ya ask mieee kaes..=) tk karez, clara.

**cLaRa..___`
`PaiNFuL PasT..++

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@ Friday, March 19, 2004
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
* cries da heaven arhhhhh....kaoxx *
okaeeee...im sho argghhh wib tt .....7..wateva. GOSHHH!!! i gt nth da sae liaos..-_______________-! ferged it. ken onliee scrimmm..*ARHHHHH*

TodaE-
todae stayed hme all daeee..yx came den we did hw..listenn..' HOMEWORK ' =Xx! arhhhh...nt in dda mood da bloggg...goshh..bout d above probbb..argghhhh..freak..~ shant tok bout it..juz kup fone wib gin, lester n junting. conferencee..dan dey both kept tokin' starffies tt mek gin n i larf til peng..-____________-! damn farnieeee..dyin- dun sae liaos..=X den tok n tokkkk..plae n plae ard...blahhh..hope tml eberieethinz fine den i ken offically blog properlieee...*gosH* nddd...i mish skool of cuzzz.........-sigh-

**cLaRa..___`
`PaiNFuL PasT..++

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@ Wednesday, March 17, 2004
Monday, March 15, 2004
* siaNzzz *
juz kup fone wib jt..ltr 12 mush cor lester. dey sae tml wanna go outt..i sure cnt ged out ehh..lolx..arhhhh...*alemmak* okaeee..yeshhh..i finallieee camee..i beriee lazieee da bloggg lerr..juz roughly tell ya lar kaes..ytd did nth lorhhh..went out wib yx..den ytd nitee onf one wib jun ting til damn latee..-__________-! sho bo liao..dann we tok crwapp n mre crwappp..lolx..dan this mornin' he go work he 7+ cor miee wake mie up..*WTH~* im damnn freakin' tiredd lorhhhh..dan tio him kip on callin' n msgin' til i sho tireddd..dan aftanoon went out wib mummiee..go buy sports shoe n gia ard cuzwae...afta tt went da mit yx n gin den we went da mit junting. go dere find him fer awhileee..wok ard doin nth..den plae plae tok tok..dan we go hme liaox..i lazieee da blogg todaee..wo go ler lar..lOlx. =Xx!

**cLaRa..___`
`PaiNFuL PasT..++

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@ Monday, March 15, 2004
Saturday, March 13, 2004
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hereee i cummm...woke arp earlie in d mornin' by ginz fone cor den folo-ed by ronnie's. both ask mie go yishun stadium cee our frenz fer d sports hit thingiee..*lolx* dan we went lor..reachhed dere damnnn hot siaa..i mean warmmm...dan we cee GMs we zhao here zhao dere..*omgosh* den we went in n sit gane..den cee 'em runnn..met gong [ ronnieee ] afta tt finsihed liaox we went da d da ma lu [ bigg road ] =Xx! dere jiao cabb..dan we at one far end while lester, junting, ali n wenjun at d other far endd..dan we were practically snatchin' cabbs lorhhh..dan suay suay d cabb wang deh side dere cum 1st...dey gt d cabb bud nt ushh..arhhhh...*peng* den d whole grp of 'em were lyke..wavin'..saein gd-byee..beriee arrogant siaa..*ahahs* dann ours came soon aftaa..nooo werriess..dan halfwae lester called moi HP in cab dan he ask mie gt cab ler bohh..he was luffin' awae..dan i sae u dun larf..we in cabb liaoo..dan he sae of cuz cabb ish fer 'em 1st larr..cum deh wae..den i sae nbm..u'll cee our cabb infront of urs ltr..dan tok n tok..dey kept passin' d fone..lester pass da junting..junting pass da ali..den ali pass da wenjun..n *wth* we tok crwapp den ask where dey goin'..den he ask mie whie cum stadiumm..den we tokin' nonsense all along lorhhh..=Xx! dan ask where r dey n all tt..dan yx saw one luk-lyke deh cabb de..we asked d uncle da go faster..dan i saw..LESTER! zhun arhhh!! *whahaha* ish 'emmm..dan ali pointed da 'em..whahaha!!!!! shhhho damn farnieee..den lester pointed middle finger den i point backk n blahh blahh blahhh...we were wavin' n plaein in 2 diff cabb lorhh..in d end our cabb infront of 'em..*larf til peng* =Xx! dann on fone wibb lester til we reachin' SP den we kupp..afta few minz met in SP..same time xia d cab..hahaha!! *farnieeee* den we luff n luff..sho lame..lyke chase idol lydatt..dan went da gia SP..at KFC dere..den dey came osho..afta tt dey leeft den gin saw T610 on tableee..dan i saw d sec one gurl frm our sku wanna tk n run wib her frenn..den i knew tt was lesterz HP larhhh..i chiong go snatch frm herr..*guess wad?* she blardiee ask mie dun retern..sae kop larhhh..i wanna tk she hold on tightly dun wanna gimmiee..*kaoz* i tulan liao jitao snatch den i told her i wun kopp one lorh..she dun belief tot i'll kop n wun led her kop or wateva nonsense..den she dun belief i noe lester..i jitao bth shout ' LESTER! ' den he tern i wok arpp sae ' ni de dian hua lar. ' dan he smile smile smile..-_________-! den junting sae i shuden wad wad wad..i din hear clearlieee..den he sae okaee larhh..den i go liaos..junting shout at tt gurl..still rmb tt gurl ish sec one tt pull ppl into NCC de i pull onee..den she go join NPCC..cee her damn kewl sia..budden her char suxx..was wonderin hw if she reeli kop d fonee..*kns* shall die rite b4 moi eyes..arhhhh..afta tt change da hme clothes n go arcadee saw tyrone korr..dan i acc him da arcade saw jt n ali..den plae daytona wib himmm..i dunno hw da plaee sia..den tok n tok..he ask mie wanna go east coast todae boh..at nite..ask mie cor him ltr..*lolx?* cnt de marr..den went da northpoint..cee gin dey all plaeee in arcade..den i kept tinkin' of tt matter tt happened earlier onn den i seriouslieee depressed lorhhh..dan was feelin' reeeli lostt..til i cee 'em plae til sho happie osho bo hiew miee..den i was lyke..mite as well go gia alone den hmee..dun disterb 'em...sho i went onn..den go hme tt timeee..tott of alort of starffies..den sadd arhh..tears flowed..den mah heart beri ku [ bitter ] mahh..i go buy candieeee floss..=Xx! den go hmee liaoz..slack rd den chatt wibb no onee..wib lester fer awhile bout todaee den i tired..went da orhh2..slept fer beriee long..bout 3 hrs. *sheeshhh* hen jiu mei you slp shhho long lerrr...*hurrays* dan actuallie wanna continue slpin' de..budden late liaox..sho woke up n eat n cee teebee n do mah thingieess...afta tt marmieee called den i went da SP da mitt herr..dan go cee sports shoess..den went rd SP da gia..saw daniel, mel..fio dey all..whahah..quite a crowd at nitee dere..hmm..dann go wok rd den da pasar malamm..saw g.gina den marmee bought 3 tee fer mieee..*wgagaa* dann go hme lerr..actuallie nt all larhhh..budden i beriee tired liaos..ps hor..heh heh..^^ niwaes currently chattin' wibb tyrone kOr..hope he nd my other kors n jies tk loadsa lotsa kareeee..*i lubbb 'em!!* kekeexx..=D

**cLaRa..___`
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@ Saturday, March 13, 2004
Friday, March 12, 2004
* reeeli switt smileeesss *
HAO KAI XIN..!!! =Xxx! *hehe* hmm..wad bout todaee? lemme ci...gt back ourr results slipp n mush rite reflectionss...*aiyoss* i cee mah marks liaos wanna faintttt arhhhh..! *arhhhhh* budden cnt belief it lehhh..moi maths betta dan mah scii..*omgosh* ttz shows hw WELL mdm ho tiches..-______________-! i dun wanna mention my markss..mek mieee dui lian. =Xx! budden betta dan last yerr..passed mre sub. *hmm* hos cumin'..sighhh..- budden ken relaxxx lerrr....*finallieeee* -hehehe- todaeee gt ytd historieee tt prezzie frm ms lee. *choc* -_____-! knew itt...arhhhh..gin dey all kop liaos..*peng* dan recess as usual...tt ali cor mieee agnes..kip on callin' miee durin' recess this few daess de lehh heee...*alemmak* HEARTCORE! blahhhh...sianz 1/2..dan durn' sci gin cum my place en we tok n tok wib daniel, jian zhou jia xiang dey all includeddd...cuz lessons damnnnn borinn'...maaa...=[ mmm..jie zhao! [ catch skill ] =Xx!

* kekekekekekekekkeeekekkekekekeeeee *
b4 i starttttt...nick, happieeee berddae kaes..! =) went ova da nickz hse afta skool todaeee..damn tt ali din cum findd us den sae cnt find..shhho lamee..*wth* dann go dere lerr saw quite a few of 'em dere liaos..dann we gave nick berdfae prezzieee...whahaha! oh yea..went da SP buy another presenttt..dann eberieeone cum lerr we c ju-on2..*omgoshhh* all scrimmm shout shout shout dan i hide behindd daniel..whahaha!! dan gin duck dey all all hide one corner..lols..sho luann siaa..*lOlx!* dann i pinchedd daniel..lOlx..!! sho stewpiggg..den cee halfwae we ltr gtg heartcore maz..we go eat 1st..*STEEEEEAMBOAT!!* we gobble alort dwn our throats..*larfs* dann eat n eatt..cee wad eat wadd...dan daniel, jian zhou, jia xiang..yx n all kept askin' mieeee da do tish do tt fer 'em...den i all do. *bao dao wan* lOls! dann deyy all cor mie han mama. -______-! sho nan tinggg..dan dey wan wad..kept on ' han mama..!!!! wo yao blahh blahh blahhh ' *penggg* dan i gotta dooo..sho ji chammm sial..den tt daniel wan drink water tt jian zhou wan his FAV rou wannnn...eberieedae wan rou wan. no mre liaox he ki siaooo..*arhhhhh* nearlieee maddd..dan i n gin mek d water dao on ourselves...*sb suay sia* dan all wet..kaos..!!! dan tk out socks...=_______-! dann we eat liao go plae ard nickz hse awhileee..dan time fer HEARTCORE!!! d meaninful meaninful de heartcore. sim core. =XX! *siao* dan we took cabb back n go in saw ali dey all..plae games..we anyhw spend half an hr dere dan waid fer ali n jun ting dan tk cabb back da funland [ nickz hse ] aganee..dann go back i ci ali n jun ting doin' nth dere...ps sia..sho i forced 'em da go eattt...dan jun ting cor mieee den sae ltr..cux he wanna go smokee 1stt..dan i sae okieeee lorhhhh...den no lighterr..gotta use nickz hme de..-faints- dan jt ask mieee wan bo. whahaha...-siao boh?- afta tt dey came in n eat oshoo..den jt ask miee hlp him tk dose fuddd..n blahhh..cook liao he ask mie cooked anot..*kns* sho be it..im han mama. =Xx! *sheeshhh* dan i ali n jt sit dere tok tok tokkk den gin dey all plaein wib d camm..*ahem*! =Xx! purr ali..hungriee budden cnt eat..nt halah..hahaz..dan i kept feedin' himm wib water..bo bians..dann eat eat eat we tok tok n tokkk..den regina n gin video ali n jun ting n peeps dere..plae plae ardd..dan go in cee 'em plae lil fighters n all tt starffies...dann jin kai cameee n regina, ali n jun ting gtg hmeee..sho we song 'em outt..*lOlz!* found out tt jtz gt kinda niceshh atti larhh..whahah..*peng* dann he cee d air-con dunno ish wad he ask miee wad it ish..*omgosh* u sae larr..-_____________-! dann i snatched his ciggar den wanted da throw..whahah!! *fer d funnn* =X! den he pull miee n beggg..dan i reternn..aiyerrr..? =// den stand outside chatt a lil wave den dey 2 zhao back liaos..lOls..we went back n eat n chatt agane...oh yea..kian leng lost his HP. dan nick kinda suspect itz one of ushh..dan blah n blahhh..still cnt findd..*sigh* poor kl. dan dey all jokin' sae wad search boadieee...*alamak* wad crwappp..dan b4 ali n jt go dey throw deh bags da miee ask mie check..den larf3. =______=! shho lameee..cuden be 'em lorhhh..-omg- den daniel dey all kept eattin' en i tish han mama doin' mah full-time jobbb aganeee..til nick nt happieee den we pia go out plae blk-catchin'...budden plae awhile niaa..gt one man wanna baotoe or cor pulicee..sianz 1/2..dan stopp lorr..hez damn er xinnn lar tt guyyy..dan we go back nickz hse do starffies tok ahwile den gia liaos..go bball court den i gin n yx go mit zz dan go SP yi xia zhi..do nthh..dann go hmeee..tml dunno gt NCC boh..i dun wanna go!!! i wanna go outt..!! =Xx! *heh* -heh-

**cLaRa..___`
`PaiNFuL PasT..++

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@ Friday, March 12, 2004
Thursday, March 11, 2004
* LonG daeeee... *
tired. tired. tiredddd..lolx..*hmmm* tyrone kor juz told miee he leabin' sku dan ask miee he go liaoz hu zhao gu mie..*ahahas!!* aiyaa..sad sad saddd..dan he sae nxt time i osho will leave himm n all tt..*arhh?* okaeeee..plaed games durin' histrieeee todaeee..dan our grp won. *cheers* lOlz..? dann durin' recess tt ali cum remind ush bout heartcoreeee aganes...*omgosh* he berieeeee naggie lorrr...kept tellin' mieee muz go muz go muz go..~~!!! -__________-! nd i dun eben feel lyke attendin'. *haishh* dann mah hp nearliee kena maths tcher confiscate. *kns* gin larrhh..ask mie msg her dan i pud mah hand inside n he went ' whie? wadz sho impt tt u mush pud ur hand inside? ' *blahhhh* dan he ask mie if itz hp. i sae no..dan he sae if he wok here en cee itz my hp, he confiscate. i gan gan ask him lai. *whahaha!* larkiee he nb reelli cum checkkk..dan was dnt. sian boh?! *naturally* dann mr aw yong ask miee re-do d metal thingieee...hao xin him larhh..i do 2 times le lehh..buddenn i osho hab da doo..cuz i din do well in d theoriee part. *argghh* dan do liaos he gif back marks..60%. *faints* dnt sarks..arhhhhhh...dan he tok n tok..dan delay ush frm goin' hme at 2 aganeee..dan afta skool saw mr aw yong outside starff rm n he ask mie mush wrk harderrr..*peng* lolxx..dan we go eatt dan go hme liaox..cuz todae goin' fer d ENERGY de concert at NYP..here goes..

* ENERGY concert at NYP *
left hme at bout 4+..dan daddieee dun kinda belieff..muz bring hme d ticket show himmm...*grins* dan we went da YCK - NYP mit gins cousin [ adelene ]..tk d tickets frm herr da go innn..todae ENERGY go da NYP da performmm..dan actuallie we cnt go in dee..nt NYP students..whahah!! dan stand dere beriee long n her cousin find all waes da hlp ush sneakk in..*lOls!* dan she go borrow dose admin de pass fer us, ask us fake fake yi xia..she found one luk lyke g.gina de..dan she lend mie hers..cuz i osho beriee tann..dan luk kinda alyke..oh yea..NYPz sho bigg n luk sho niceyy niceshh..dan when goin' in i n gin damnnn skared we kena stopp or wadeva...we show d ticket n d admin pass dan dey cee d foto punched d hole den we quicklieeee zhao innn..*arhhh!!* ken u belief it..?! we actuallie sneakked in lorhhh...=Xx! dan we went thru sho maniee ppl n dey din kan chuannn...heng si. *grinss* dan i tk off specs..dan luk lyke her ah jiee..dan go in i eat wang zai~!! whahah..her jie de fren gimmie de...dan i eat til beriee song..whahah!! *siao* i noe i beriee short..ttz y i wea berieee high de shoes..whahah!! -badd- dan when ENERGY came out d whole place was lyke dunno wad hell lorhhh..eberieeone shouted lyke hell..i contributed osho..til gin bth. =Xx! i was aimin' fer KUNDA!! -stares- deh dancin' rawks kaes..lOlx! dan we c n c den dey plae games...3 larkieee gurls go arp plae wib 'em..dan sho close..whaha!! n alemmak...kUnda rawks..lalalla..~ dan deh yin zai feii sho niceshhh..whahaha!! *hmmms* dan go out tt timeee all chiong arhhh..!!! dan we osho zhao..go waid fer 'em da board d bus da bishan go plae bball..whahah!! all sho tall..dan we stand one side dan saw 'em in bus..soon aftah tt all dose cars chase liaos..*siao boh* one by one folo deh buss...*wooshhh* dan we go SP eatt n go buy earringz fer tml. *smilessss* gonna wear ALL rite afta skool..n oh yea..we bought nickz berddae prezzie lerr..this cute n adorableee hippo. reeeli swit. *ahaha!* dan wrapp nicely wib a cardd..*mmm* =Xx! hope he lykes it n mai angrieee wib ush if we halfwae zhao da heartcoreee larhhh..dan tt ali..tink i his ATM. kept on borrowin' marnee frm mieee..*wth* arhhhh..dan tml he afta sku cum our klas find ushh..go nickz hse together..*betta dun dua miee or else* dan go heartc0ree. en okaeeee..i tired liaos..*wavex*

**cLaRa..___`
`PaiNFuL PasT..++

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@ Thursday, March 11, 2004
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
* da Go oR nT da Go..? *
heya..yi da qing zhao tio felix caught aganes...*scrims* i bei him zhua dao sian liao larhhh..reeeli berieee sian liao..i n gin wok in..gonna late ler..dan rush..i pullin' mah socks. =Xx! dan tio him cee tio dan he wok towards n said ' wadz d prob wif d 2 of u? ' dan we 2 gib himm lj bin..dan he asked nt da gif him tt kinda face..*Zzz* dan another timee straight awae detentionn..-sian boh?- he ask tk out studs, pull up tiee..n shert. *phew* larkiee he din cee mah socks. =//! dan durin' MT tt da lu po kept on pickin' on miee agane..*tmd* i ren her berieee long liao lorrr...*kaos* dan finallie bth i shout at her. sth lyke..' hui qu hui qu..zeng tian jiao wo hui qu..hen xi huan zhao wo ma fan arh? hui ni de zhong guo larh '. aiyaaa...*blahhh* bth her liaox..nt i wanna saeee her...arggghh...she me gui lao shi. *peng* oh yea..!! aunt duck [ regina ] go piercee her 1st hole lerr..!! *hurrays* chio si le..!! =D~ dan durin' recess ali [ hazmil ] came da lukk fer miee..i tot wad..*chey* heartc0re de dong2..sianz sial..mush go on fri..cuz fri gt CIP points ler..*sigh* dan he sae tt heartcore de lang lukin' fer we gurls. =| mushh go or else. dan tok tok tok alorrtt..we plaed ard d kentin..*whahaha* en noe wad..? fri gt nick de berfdae partieeee nd i certainlieee dun wana mish it lorr...*haishhh* budden i osho dun wanna zhao heartcoree..dan i osho wanna go nickz hse...!! i wanna go plaeeeee..~~ *arhhhhh* die ler larhhh..dunno i n gin wanna go which oneee..maybe both osho pia larr..dan actuallie todae wanna buy preziee fer nick de at d pasar malam..saw a kinda 'man' de tee. =Xx! *crwapp* budden din buy in d eend. =// i nearlieee fergod..jin kai n yong huat nearlieee fite til beriee hiong in klas. Zzz..kinda bo liao..ask 'em lac liaos. -sigheeee.- dan was PC lorrr..our klas got a reeeeeli neat dressin' dwn frm mdm bawani..1stly was ms puspa cum in kpkb..beriee bs wib our klas..dan mdm bawani came n she tell eberieethin' lorhhh..dan mdm bawani skold skold skold. reprimand. reprimand. en reprimand. blame nd mre blames..! *kns* sho sick of it. dan nw our klas shud be bo chairman liaos..Zzz..lyke wad nia..mre song. no baotoe kias..-whahaha!- =|! afta skool while wokin' saw ali dey all..dan woked together da SP..*yawns* kept on yakkin' awaeee n makin' a fool outta ourselves dere..=Xx! dan ali sae wanna cum d partieeee osho. *omeegosh* hao xin him larr..he osho gt heartcore..dan he kept on tellin' mie sa sa sa. [ 3. 3. 3. ] lOlx..siao onee..dan i, gin n regina went da gia n wo saw wh n nic kor..hmm..my 2 shuai shuai de kors. =) hao liao we went da reginaz hse lorhhh...zuo peng yew sho longg..1st time sia..! *grins* dan go her hse cee her rm sho manieeee 5566..S.H.E..comic bois blahh blahh blahh de hai bao. *faints* idol-siao sia..=Xx! dan plae plae dere..n i n g.gina practically ate alort aganes...ttz wad i fear when i go da pplz hse noe..*bit lips* dan go hme tt time we mi lu. finally found our waeee outt nd hmeee we go...pasar malam last dae..*sobb2* dan tml gin sae dunno wanna go wad ENERGY de concert or sthh..she gt d tickets..*lOlz!* dann dann..wad elsE? okaeeeee lorrr..im reeeeli short n im berieeee zhi bei. -______________________-! *jumps* blahhhhzz...actuallie badminton todaeeee budden cnt. *pek* dnt tml. hate thers n fri..*alemmak*

da pEiTiaN -
heyss...bu yao tai sadd ler lar kaes..wo shi ai ni de..=Xx!! blahhhh..i noe ya hab alort probs wif frz n ya O..~ budden osho muz tk kare lar kaes..anythin' juz cor cor wo [ lyke u alwis do ] =X or cum lukk fer mieee horx..free dan spend mre tymee wib barry larr..aiyOz. k larhh..*hugss*

da JiaN zhOu -
en okaeee...i nearlieee fergod itz ya berfdaee...=Xx! niwaes dun kip on act sho gong gong lar kaes..tk kareee kaes..happie berfdae da u, happie burfdae da u..happy berfdaee da jian zhou..happieee burfdae da U..~~~!! ^^

**cLaRa..___`
`PaiNFuL PasT..++

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@ Wednesday, March 10, 2004
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
* stabs rite thru mah heart. *
hmmm...osho loads happened d past 2 daess..lazieee n no strength da blogg due da certain thingies sho...here im. *larffs* okaeeee...shant tok bout d past 2 daes ler ba..? started d dae off wibb rainnnnn. rainnieee d past 2 daes osho...sho cold!! dan kept on ling yu..hahas..bth d weather..berieee cold..*burrrr* dan no assemblieee aganes..went back da kla lorhhh..was freezin' coldd denn..soon tio tcher catch nails agane..alwis when she check i dun hab one time ping an escape eh. *sheeeesh* dan sho short liaos..arggghh..dan durin' IT..chattin' session aganeee..chatted lyke derez no tml. =Xx?! actuallieee wanna stardee maths deee..budden we tok n tok dan bth ler..mre n mre da chatt bout..dan d chat went on...n on..no off. *bleahz* -whahahax- tokk bout 'em, ytdz outin'..n d past..practically everythin' we cud tink of larhss..*peng* dan nb reeli go stardiee at all. -_________-! nd ttz lameee...-haishhh.- oh yea..ytd mdm bawani asked mie, gin n regina da go outt d klas da tok da us..bout wadd? *aiyaaa* d sci vote de thingie lorr..votin' hu shud be taken outta d klas de. im juz waidin'..times arpp. we gt d highest among d gurls. *pekkk* wtheck lorr..dose baotoe kias in klass...dan tok fer a berieee long timee n reasoned loadsa starffies dan i kinda argued back alortt cuz i cnt stand d atti of our damn klas..dan she said sth..' she pushed moi hand n went..nth ish fair. lifez unfair..n nvr will it be fair. ' tears wander rd mah eyes when i herd tt..sho meaninful..nd tots ran thru my mind liaos..dan she went on til lesson starts dan she went off..*haiz* sumtimes itz lykee..it reeeeli isnt fair. nt fair, at all. bud wad ken we doo? *closes eyes* was sho rebellious osho cuz this werll forced mie to. *nods* it did. blahhhhh..dun wanna go mention liaoz..dan was borin' lessons lorhh..ermmms..*tinks* sci..maths..n cme i fink..lydat bazz..maths test todaeeee...terribleeee..envy dose huz reeeli gud in maths. *sobs* dannnn dannnn dannnnnn eberieethin' went on en CME cameeee..did d dunno wad frenship thingiee..shud go wib ya frz or nt..dan gin n regina went da d hall fer d sports hit thingieee...dan i was pissed wib a news. Zzz..no wonder g.gina kept callin' moi hp when shez outsideee d hall n im in klas..-______-! hw m i serpposed da ans..*aiyos* dan abtah skool went da habb yarmmieee yummy shushiii~~! whahahz...*dieee* =Xx! ate quite aloadd...which means...ermmm...=(! okieeeee..dan go gia awhile pia back liaox..waid daddieee nagggg aganeeee..sho i betta zhao hme..*shhhh* tinkin' of badminton tml afta sku wib aunt duck n peeps..ken jian fei!!! *woooosh* rawks in tt aspect..smre berieee fun...hai shi mr mike..? [ correct nort? ] hao..mek PE sho funn..nt lyke tt catt..kns..we did d servey whether his PE was guddd...i gave all negetive responds..en whie nort? hu kares...*arhhhhh* juz nw on fone wiff ginn dan chatted bout loadsa thingieess..chat liaos sho kek simm. *haishhh* nthz gonna be fair fer us..*ren ming* stab stab stabbb..! pain pain painnnnn....>:":

**cLaRa..___`
`PaiNFuL PasT..++

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@ Tuesday, March 09, 2004
Sunday, March 07, 2004
* haiiiishhh... *
uh-har..lolx..went out wib gong [ ronnie ] todaeee...he ask wo go dan i at hme osho rot dee..smre todae damnnn sadd..go out osho gud..? sho okaee lorr..go out cee2 luk2..=// *lamee* dan i tio daddieee kp sae last time ish barry kept goin' out tish time miee..*wth* i dunch agreee lorhh..=|! simply biaseddd. -blinks- went da SP saw daniel n anthonyy..dan tok tok tok..dan fly da cuzwae dan we saw yx n zz..sho decided da go rd togetherr..wanna go catch haunted mansion..sho we go cee d time slot fer dose moviess...*omg* toooo late i finkk..den cnt le lorr..muz waid dunno hw long dan will bi d nxt showin'...sho we went wok rd cuzwae doin' nth..blahhh..dan tot dat golden village in yishun will hab mre timeslot de larhhs...dan pia dere da cee..reeli gt..lol..4+ de..*whahha* dan go eat MAC ferz cuz still gt timeee..*sheeshh* dann we went in da c le lorrx...its kinda nicesh larr..damn farnieee..*grins* i lyke d startin' part wheree d man sae da his wife ' this ish nt d hse i wan. i noe wad i wan.' dan his wife sae ' oh, wud u lyke a divorce? ' *lOlx!!* sho kewt..whahahs..dan lubb d 4 headz made of ceement? dose tt ken sing dee..dey 4 practically sang eberieethin' dose main chars sae lor..hahax...go catch larr..kinda worthh..nd *wahhh...* once agane go out wif grandad i spent $0. he claims tt hez a berieee wondaful grandadd..alwis same parttern. insist on payin' fer everyyythin'. -_____-! *gosh* i din eben tarch moi wallet todaee..gt larr..last min i go pasar malam buy fudd fer my ah ma i snatch to payy. lOlz..weirddd ka siao..blahhh en blahhss...yea..changed d skinn..osho anyhw ehh..=||! dan all send all hme...n here im. *arhhhh* nt all actuallieee..buddenn i lei liaos..felt onlie pain when i read blah blahz bloggie todaee..*scrims* shall go do mah starffiess n go cuddle in moi bedd lerr..skool tml..=) lubb yer...

**cLaRa..___`
`PaiNFuL PasT..++

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@ Sunday, March 07, 2004
Saturday, March 06, 2004
* #@$$@%$%#%& -sNiFFs- *
hieeeeee...!! i 4got sth..i finallieee gt moi puremilk` bk-mark liaos..rawks..=Xx!cost mie hell of a $25..*crwapp* whahas..dan NCC as usual..u noe lars..eberieee sat mahz..sian dao yao sii..=// *grrr* we perpuseliee late toaee..wanna skipp stewpig PT..dan we reached at bouttt..8+ =Xx! mam' wong actuallie wanna ask gin whie late dan she cee her earhole dan sae she nt neat dan ask mie cuz she TINKS im d neatest dere. whaaha! i told her if cuz im nt. my earstuds haben eben tk out. *grins* dan she went on da yx n saw her earholee..dan asked her hw cum her earhole nw bcum sho maniee liaox..dan mam' luked at we 2..kaoz..zhai zhai ish implyin' tt we titch de loh..-____-! *sians* dan anyhw fall in tio kp. Zzz..dan we din bring shoee..tot dey'll ask ush dun plae liaos..*tmd* ask us plae as per normal...*wth* dan we wear til damn er xin still hab da wok all d damn wae da d bball court n sit dere kena siao geng lydat. -______-! *lamee* dan cee ppl plae awhilee dan we cee zhao hong dey all plae soccerrr..*arhhhhh* dan tok tok tok..hab da go back liaos..dan stand unda hot sun -i tink- i practically 4got wad we did liaoz..too tired..*yawnz* dan mam' wong asked us da pu hui de 1 hr tt we're late sho tt it'll bee fair to dose hu're punctual..-_____-! *i hate tishhh* dan went da cosmix do d total defence thingieee..xiao ying n serene do all larhx...we 3 din eben kare..=Xx! niwaes we osho bai chi in tt..dan we go cee SFOGS n all tt rarrbishhh..whahaha!! starff came when g.gina managed da close tt window. *heng bo* =Xx! dan plae plae en plaeeee...okieee liaox go change inda tt stewpig fulll U dan fall in. n *kns* noe wad dey did? march 3 steps salute dan zhao liaos...BO LIAO BOH?! *slps* dan went hme straighttt...sho guai..niwaes mam' wong soft-hearted..decided da led ush go bud no repeat, of cuz. bud maybeeee...we will. *hu noes* =Xx! -crwapp- dan came hme marmee dey all watchin' thai VCD..ask mie go watchh..i dun eben undatsand anythin'. =||! dan hlped mom pluck her whiteee hair. =Xx! sho bian taii...dan berieee tiredd..went da orhh2 fer awhile dan tio gongz [ ronniez ] fone cor chao xingg..he told mie he saw him n asked mie ib i wanna buy anythin' cuz he goin outtt...*arhh?* i said nth lorhh..tt time he hlp mie buy pen liaos when he go popularr...nicesh grandad i hab. =D~! whahahax...dan i wanna go part A camppp...gottta ask tt sir. boreddd....dan blah blahh blahhh...wo jiu here lerr...dan i wanna zhao ler..=Xx! lameee..tml duno wanna go watch moviee wib ronnie boh..cuz he noe i sianz..budden gt maths test..!! *argggh* wanna go catch haunted mansion..lester sae berieee farniee..lOlx! okaee!! bb~

**cLaRa..___`
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@ Saturday, March 06, 2004
Friday, March 05, 2004
* urmMm.. *
haeLoE..!! 2 daes bo blog liaos..whahahas..din cuz alort thingies lately..dan was feelin' kinda dwn n ytd i actuallie wana post de..budden i type sho much liaox..barry go close d whole thing. *Zzz* dan i tulan liaos dun wanna re-type lers..shant tok bout d past 2 dae larx..dose pple close da mie shud noe wad happened, ya? =) niwaes everythin' has cum to an end..a nicesh end. shho..shall juz go on wib life. *smiles!* todae nth much in skool lar..as usual lorhs..we had d fire drill thingieee..dan i slowly tk marneee out n go q arp..sho bo liao..bud i saw him..=Xx! dan durin' sci we 4 sort it all out liaoz..tok all we wan n said all tt we wan each other da noe of de lor..nd promised da change fer d betta lar..ttz d best solution, ya? *hahax* dan daniel dey all kept disterbin'..fako lor dey all..wanna tou ting..dan blarf2. *wth* blahhz..en dan..

* LonG sincE i enJoyEd maHseLF sHo mUch..*winks!!*
went da moi old sku afta sku plae awhile dan da nickz hse..urm..dun misundastand kaes..alort ppl..kena illegal gartherin' lydat..whahas..*grins* gt..bryan..nick..mie..gin..yx..jian zhou..ugine..xing xing..jin kai..regina..clarissa..all dese ba..aload riteS? *whahah* dan i was sho happieeeee dere!!! noe whiE? at 1st i tot xing xing was d shortest dere lorh..dan i reeeeli reeeeli tot. budden in d end..itz nt trueee..T.T! im d shortest..dan when i saw nickz brudder..guess waD?! hez onliee p6 n hez eben taller dan miee..dan tt makes mie d shortest among 10 ova pple. -_______-! *crwap* no wonder im called dwaffie by all of 'em lar hor. *arggh* okaeee..dan go his hse damn dao luan lor we all..1stly plae majiong..sum plae sum dun..lyke mieee..cuz i dunno hw da. *arhhh* dan duck plae d organ..dan i n yx was practically wokin' rd searchin' fer fun. =Xx! jin kai, jian zhou, xing xing n bryan plaein GB..comp freaks lar. hu did i leave ouT? hmmm..no one ler..dan nickz bruuder was runnnin' about lor..hahs..lemme fink..dan i n g.gina went in da nickz rm n search lor..opened his cupboard!! sho manieee clothes siall!!! whahahazz..heng he nt charbo. if nt i steal all liaos..bud hweva..*grins* i n g.gina plaed wib his clothes. i went da wear his jeans n tee..*crazieee* dan i asked him nicesh anot. =Xxx! dan eberyone was luffin' lars..dan jian zhou osho wanna plae..sho i hlp him wear..hahahs..! dan his bruuder beri fierce eh..sho when his bradder gonna cum in i quickly tk off d clothin' den throw unda d bedd..*siao* lOlx!! dan we took out wine n beer da drinkk..i n gin drank d most out of we 3 gurls..marbo sia!! sho giddy when we drank d XO. *bian tai* damn farnieee de lor..dan jian zhou plae til 4got gt bball todae liaos..dan he din go. whahah! dan we were all crowded in d kitchen at one timeee..dan i n g.gina bei xing xing caught on video we stand dere chatt..dan eat eat n eat!! we eat n eat..dan plae rd wib d video camm..kept on qiang jing tou..=Xx! *lamE* dan i n gin were doin' stewpig actions infront of d cam lorhh..dan we plae rl much in da kitchenn..n ate alort osho!! i, yx n g.gina practically ate every tibits dere lor..loadsa choc..chips n all tt sort..whahah!! *faT!* dan ke lian de nick muz clear arp d mess we've made. hahax..dan we sian liaoz..decided da go fer..BLK CATCHIN'..!! lOL!! rawks kaes..we spilt inda grps 5-5 dan 1st rd moi grp catcher..wib g.gina, yx..mie nick n ugine. dan we ran up n dwn d whole blk when i stop at 9 storiee i fink..dan stewpig jin kai..wok d staircase led mie c tio..dan i zhao go dwn 7 storieeee n caught him n jian zhou. *ambush!!* whahahs..dan i went on da catch d nxt target le larhs..wok wok wok..i saw xing xing!!!! tt gorrila! dan i quickly zhao one whole rd to cover him rite infront. he wanna compete runnin' wib mie siall..=Xx! dan he saw mie liaos he go ' wah cb..clara lai liao!!! ' whahaha!!! dan he run n i caught him osho..i jumped across dose railins. =Xx! larkieee din fall da death. *blahhs* dan i sho you man zhu gan!!! i caught 2 in a go. whahaha!! happieee..~ dan we went fer a 2nd rd lor..this time we hider. dey catcherrr..dan i n gin folo-ed xing xing..n TMD! he hai si us. larkie de yx folo nick run arp..si xing xing..ask us run dwn. *kns* dan i saw jian zhou!!!! i quickly kpkb ask gin da run!!! dan we scrimed lorhz..lOlx!! dan we zhao arhhh!!! zhao to nxt level this time i tio ambush!! i run left saw jin kai..dan i ask gin zhao riteee...dan soon i saw jian zhou cumin' towards liaox..both bao 2 sidee..bo bian liao..die le. =||! dan jian zhou damn HL sia..he came da mie ' hie xiao mei mei ' dan he pushed moi head. saein' i die liao loh..-______-! si xing xing..dan caught almost all liaox we cnt find...BRYAN!! bryan lost liaox..dan tired le lar..osho skared pple cor pulice..dan zhao go back nickz hme da rest..bryan ke lian sial..dan he cum back liao guess wad?! he went da buy drinks. =____=Zzz! lame sia heee..dan we settled dwn..blow air-con..okaeee liaos we siao aganE. ahahahss..!! sho fun lehzz..~ on techno full blast dan everyone was damn high lor!! hahax..dan pud d disco de litee n nick started dancin..!! *peng* dan we plaed true or dare lor..dan tio yx sae sumthin' da bryan nd itz a dare. whahaha!! dan i tio 2 times..nd fen bie shi muz cor himm or wateva larhz..dan another was da sai moi whole head inda d dustbin!!! *cruel* argghhh..of cuz i mai larhz..dan jin kai hlped mieee..he sai his whole head inn..*omg* damn hiong..whahaha..dan asked nick..xing2 n ugine in klas charbo best fren hu..miee sia....-shocked- thankew arhh..heee! *damn bhb* plaed alortt..dan here cums d.....PILLOW FITE!!!! kena kids lidat we plae til beriee song..dan i push bryan da yx n he hit his legg n dan i was lyke..beri bs him sho i kept disterbin' his shou shang de legg. whahah!! *hurrays* he pain dao siao..dan d main 2 dat kept usin' d damn pillow da whack mie ish bryan n jian zhou!! kns oneee..kip on whackin' mieee..dan dey plae til beri ru shen sial...~! all fite together dan we pull yx n bryan on beddd together!!! fer fun lar..fun maz..dan caught on tape!!! *scrims* dan xing xing pillow fite wib nick..jian zhou wif jin kai n mieee..yx wif bryan n g.gina..dan ugine wib mieee..n all nonsense larhh..whahaha!!! *sho out da mind* dan jian zhou kept chasin' miee..kaox..whahaha!! n we ate d starffie til man di sia..eat alort..dan chatted lorr..ova all reeeli fun larhh..been reeli long since i enjoy n wan de zhe me kai xin liaos..!! sho stress..todaez reeli fabb. *smiles* wanna thank nick mostt..n all dose peeps lyke jian zhou fer joinin' in d fun n make everyoneee plae til sho tong kuai. *mUacKz!* dan we went back da sku fer awhile..shun bian pei yx waid fer zhi zhong lorh...dan went da cee bball trainin'...dan dey san liaoz we osho zhao..dan *ahem* u noe..alemmak sia. =//! oh yeahh..i almost fergoddd...i hit d metal thingieee on nicks bed while plaein' wib 'emm..*ouchh* hurtz sia..gt blue black liaooo..whahha..fun fun fun!!! dan went hme liaox afta deh bball thingiee..dan tio dad kp whie anyhw run afta skool..*shhhh* dan i tiam tiam...lol..went da slp den here im..!! sho much da sae todaee...

da FioNa...-
urmM..fio..dunch go tink nd be sad ova tt thingiee ler lar kaess..he seriouslie dun deserve ya lubb lorhh..such a guy lyke him..itz lyke..dun u find him fake n lame? he doesnt noe hw da appreciate n ttz it. he shuden be geddin' luv frm ya..hez takin' eevrythin' fer granted. be strong wib ya decisions kaex..i belief u're rite. *smiles* u'll onlieee suffer if ya continue lorz..dun slack in ya stardees cuz of this kaee..seriouslie nt worth d effort en timeee..led him go wander bout n realize hw precious ya r kaE..=Xx! hahas..u're such a niesh gurl n im sure ya'll find ya ritefully bai ma wang zi de..~! heex..tk kare..lotsa lub, clara.

**cLaRa..___`
`PaiNFuL PasT..++

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@ Friday, March 05, 2004
Tuesday, March 02, 2004
* sarKKie daE *
argggghhhhhh.....todaez a horribleeeee dae. pathetic dae in moi life. toddae went da skku tio mdm bawani cee ginz earhole..*wah kaos* dan she ask her stand..afta tt she was lyke..dancin' rd tcher..dan dun wanna tk out. haaha! dan i waidin' fer my tern nia lorx..dan zhun arh!! tio mieee osho..she ask us both go general office dere tk out..dan ask tt president da watch ova us..*omgosh* dan gin go tk d medi..she ask miee pull up mie sockss....-____-! dan i tk put 1st..one werdd fer all lors..*PAIN!!!!!* dan i hlped g.gina pull hers..she osho pain ka bwg lars..kaox!!! bth sial d pain. *unbearable* dan tt n3 de ella osho dere..we stand dere chatt wib her lorhz..whahaha..wad a farnie gurl she ish..actuallie kinda fun time standin' dere..she was caught fer her short skerts n all tt starffies by mr siva lorx..dan we pei her..*lOlx!!*dan president confiscated sum of our earsticks..afta tt wad arhh? oh yea..feel lyke goin' late tml..dan blah blah blahh..finally ken go back klas liao lor..ppl satrt chi test..i n .gina still wokin' slowly tokin crwap. dan we nv eben stardeeeeee..hab da tk d test..dan we beri mei you xin to do d test cuz skared d earhole closeee..we wun led 'em close de lors..den beri fang xin bu xia. *whahaha* anyhw do d test liaos..quicky try to squeeeeezeeee d blardieee hole out lorhs..budden cnt!!!! *argggh* damn pek liaox..by tt timeee..dan duck n aunt duck [ clarissa n reing ] hlped alort..tried ova 20 attemps dan finally in cosmix hor...nick ask mie hold his hand in case beriee pain..dan go in liaox..*PHEW!!* pain dao yao si...itz moi zui tong de earhole outta sho manieee lerr..T_T! dan ms puspa ask us tk out osho lorz..i osho heck. pain ish pain n itz bth de pain kaes...BLAHHH!!! lastlieee...BAWANI SARKS. kkaess..tml she sure check de lors..bud i wun tk out de. *kaos* dan was sci..we copiedddd aganes..same thingieee.e..bo bian noE? sho ji chammm..dan was eng. *gosh* 27 ova 30. wadz tt? M.I.R.A.C.L.E. tt time anyhw rite osho eh sai sial..blahhz..dan she ask ppl gt time tk my paper cum rid..wad crwap. *arhhhh* dan was CME. plaeed gamess..kinda fun. xing2 tio!!! sho cuteee...*hmmmz* afta sku went da SP..d 4 of us. rare siall..hahaz..went da mummum..dan da librarieeee..same thingieee..nw dey osho siao kopieee liaos. *ttz mah frenss* =Xx! dan go hme ler baz..wonder hw will tml be lyke...*scrims*

**cLaRa..___`
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@ Tuesday, March 02, 2004
Monday, March 01, 2004
* sighh *
1st of all..changed e skin le..berieee lazie da do d links n all ttt..gt mood den do lar kaes..dan this one i anyhw do de lor..i heck le. *sigh* had quite a irritatin' dae tooodaeee..=[ kkaes..PE as usual..sianz lorx..dan was scii...faridzwan changed his pants in klasss..-___-! *grossss* blahhz..dan ms puspa n ms ang din cum lorx..dan gt relieve tcher..we damn fako lor. tcher nt here we plae n do stewpig thingies..he cum den we tk maths cum out act act. -____-! *haahs* we plae ' true or dare ' wib peeps frm our klass..damn power sehh..kinda fun larz..mostliee all dare..dan nick [ u guys shud noe wad he did lar kaes ] afta tt was damn pek chek wib daniel. made mie flare up out of a sudden. *kns* he anyhw make cors out dan tok crwap. sianzzz larr..plae bo limit one. *arggh* shant tok bout rit lers..dan ms tan frm n1 de complained tt out klas damn noisy lors. dan cum here warn here warn dere..kpkb. -___-Zzz! bo liaoz..dan kept us afta skoolll..itz reeeeli nonsensical lorx. *siao geng* dan i gin n aunt duck [ regina ] went da mummum..saw frz dereee..fooled ard n dan went da d librarieeee..do wad sia? *fei hua* of cuz ishhhhh...LIM KOPI LAR! whahaha..sho bian tai lor..dun larf arhh..we go dere drink d coffeeeeee...WAH!! *heavenly* mah fav drinkkkk. i enjoyed it lorz. sho tastieeee..*hehe* dan we spent alort marnee on it cuz we kept buyin' d rong one lor..sho faarnieee..we beri xtra in d librarieee lorx..dan regina had da go hmeee ler..sho i n gin went rd n past by...TAT WONDAFUL SHOPPP!! den we go tok n discass..in d endddd...decided da go pierce another. *criesss* i noe itz berieee skarieee ler..budden i beri long bo pierce leee..sho went in n she went 1st..dan mieeee..we reeli numb to d pain liaoz lors..no feelin'..thiss time pierce different hor! *lOlx!* she pierce top i pierce middleeee..actuallieee dun cee mie lydat..i ownself cee miror osho skared one k..hahahas..! bud bo bian leee..haishhh..muz reeli tk kare of ear leee..if nt nxt time lian ear dou mei you loo..=( *CHOI!* okaeeeess..dan mit yx..she cee earhole liao ohso kia arhh!! whahaha..*haish* dan met zz n one duno huuu..bian tai lars..arghhh..dan juz nw hlped gin change her skin a lil'..blahhhzz..dan here i am lee..oh ya..i n g.gina fite durin recess todaee..whahaha..i whack her sae ' ni zhe ge bi wo gao san CM de dwarf '. dan she sae im ritefully d dwarffie. den she go ni zhe ge bi wo ai san CM de dwarffie. no choice lar..pple in dwarf werll ish plae this one lars..n once aganes..hope allz fine fer ahem u noe..hmmm..haish-

**cLaRa..___`
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@ Monday, March 01, 2004
Sunday, February 29, 2004
* seems lyke things r out da mek mie lose control. * post fer [ **28.02.04. eN 29 ]
okaeeee...went fer NCC todaex..as uaual..kinda fun lar..i n yx perposelie went kinda late todaee..dan saw mam' wong. *suay* cuz gt d alwis zhen dui wo de staff dere..*hahas* budden reeeli tired..mish moi bedd berieee much. =( lolx..he once agane called moi name bout 10 times todaeee..juz lyke da go against mieee lar he..bud hez fun, tho. juz dun reeli lyke d wae he alwis go.. ' claraaaaa. clara! clara. ' blahhh..listen liao beriee pek..den PT was torturin' todaeee..gin din attend..sho xing fu. dan we sit dwn cee 'em dunnno do wad dan ronniee was watchin' ova miee...-___-! en *wth* i no kid liao lehz..aiya..he skared i skip NCC dan no points..blahhx3. hez 4eva sho naggiee..bo bian..moi grandad ma. dan i asked him siam go by water fer mieee..whahaha..*song* sho therstie lars..niwaes NCC was a tortureee..dan go hm bathe n ged changed liaoz went out aganes..went da mit yx n g.gina..dan went da pasar malam change d HP casin'..yx bought 2 berieee er xin de kaler..dan go changee..itz a fake 725 casin'..hahax..sho lamee..bud luk kinda rl..behind osho gt one hole..dan cnt finddd...!! *arggh* bo bian lor..took d old de..haish. mie n gin was lyke..blarf2 tk here tk dere..ppl c liaos lukz sho LAME!! hahax..dan went da mit zhi zhonggg..n bryan..go d sem' sec dere de bball courttt..nd dun wu hui lar kaes..i this frm dwarf werll den dun plae bball de..obviouslieee..if nt i wun be known ash frm dwarf werld de citizen liaox..i go dere cee 'em plaee lor..i n gin dun plae de..sho we went da buy starffies lyke fud n drinks fer all lorrr..run errands..=// *lolx* dan we bought 2 biggg biggg slurppy..argghhh..reeeli big de. whaaha..dan i told g.gina d werds beri BIG osho..dan i reeli jokeddd alort lorr..she larf til PENG. oh yea..!! b4 tt we go zhi zhongz hse..whahahha!!!! juz tinkin' of it makes mie luff til bthh..i go his hse i go d fridge beri zhi dong i took out everythin'..includin' d papaya..*hahahahass!!!!* damnnn farnieee..dan he osho larf til peng. i fooled ard..i fool ard everywhere i go, in fact. alwis make ppl luff til bo breath. =//!! hmmmm..reeli farnieee..dan i throw starffies n joked a rl loads. were reeli habin' fun..we 4 in his hse. lOlx!! dan we go wok arddd..pasar malam..everywhereeee our legs cud bring us lorx..sianzzz sia. dan went da 485 dere fer awhileee..dan went back liaos..dey kept makin' fun of mieeee...IM FRM DWARF WERLD..!! arhhhh...nw all cor mie dwarffie. -____-!! sian ji phuaaa..dan went hm liaoz yong huat msged mieee..dan he blah blah blahh..called moi hme. dan chat chat chat fer berieee long..til bout 2. -__=! *bian tai* dan i bth liaoz go orhhh..we were bascially tokin' crwapp. bud i hab no one da tern to bout ytdz sad sad thingie le..sho bo bian juz chat lors..ease moi pain. movin' on da todaeee..nth muchh..c huan zhu ge ge..*touched* =( actualliee todae mornin' cnt wake up de..ytd slept too late liaos..dan no strength. budden i wanna cee ma..sho i forced myself. blahh..dan yong huat msged halfwae when i on fone wib peitian..whaha..shez farnieee..she sae she beri ke lian wo..feel lyke huggin' mie. *hahs* -peng- lOlz..yong huat sae.. ' hie dwarff..dere're 7 dwarfs leh..which one r u? i tink all 7 u muz be. ' -___=! sho kns..lolz..nv-d-less, thank him fer d bo liao chat ytd larhz..*luks afar* haishhh...todae stayed hm lorx..tink ttz all fer todaeee liaos..gt alort hw nt completeee..in fact i nb evben go tarch. *wan dan* moodlessss da concentrate on anythin'. ytd n todae i was practically slackin' rd n tinkin' of dose past memoriesss. damnnn dwn en i ken onliee stae hm n led myself go bonkers....T.T! *sigheee*

**cLaRa..___`
`PaiNFuL PasT..++

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@ Sunday, February 29, 2004
Friday, February 27, 2004
* wO dE sHanG xiN dI - dwarF werL.. *
yeshhh..im frm dwarf werl...=( whahah..muz ren ming..jin kai n peepss sae im frm dwarf werll..T.T..*terns* wo jiu shi zhang bu gao le maaa..arhhhh..ytd din blog cuz of sum starffies..kinda pek wib wad he said sho din hab d mood da blogg..-sigh- bud hweva..we hao le lars..*smilex* kkaes here goes..mornin' we gan histrieee hw lorx..bei mam' ku cee tio she ask us da kip..i still slowly kipp..=Xx! dan ytd recess..smth skariee happened lars..dose rd d backlane will noe baz..*pheew* kk..dan was dnt. tt sian sian dnt. haben noe results..budden i noe sure die de..nidless da sae..*bleahs* dan once aganeee..mr aw yong pronounced mah name til lyke dunno wad..arggh. blahhh..dan everytthin' went on..went da tk d rides at d funfair agane. *song* whaha..sho bo liao..ttz itt..

* TodaEEe *
BLACKOUT! our klas no lite no fan in d mornin'...weeee..!! *sho fun* hahahaz..bian tai..dan we do thingies in klasrm w/o lites n fans wif 30 min. sho damn starffiee..*sweats* dan suddenly okaeee liaox..all d klasses shout. *larfs* sho ridiculouss..ytd mr felix sae kennot wear ankle..we still wearr..heck arhh..lOls! dan was histrieeee..i n g.gina excaped half d histreiee lesson todae..*bravo!* g.gina de stomach pain til bth..dan she crieddd..sho i n duck [ clarissa ] pia to starff rm find ms puspa..cnt find..went on da mdm bawani..osho bo..*arggh* dan found ms ang..arhh..tt useless oneee..she wun hlp, niwaee..hot water osho mai gib. stingy freakkk..g.gina cnt eben wok liaos still ask go kentin buy oursevles..dan heng heng saw our beriee ren ci de SIR!~ ' mr ho~! ' whahaha..hez sarch a niceshy nice man. *winks* he asked mie da fu g.gina into starf rm d restin' area den led her rest while i make d hot water n led her tk wif d medi..*hmmm* dan we dragg d time dere alortss..since d pain haben go awae osho maz..=Xx! dan i led her eat liao slightly betta liaox..bud we still relunctant da go cuz itz histrieeee..*hates* sho u noe whieee..hahax..dan tt ms ang ask us go back da klas..dan we mai..we go d 2nd storiee toilet n moi tern to pain liaox..we squat in d toilet fer bout 15 min..tok tok n tok..dan came out dun wanna go back yet..sho zhao go arp 3nd storeyyy de toilet aganes...whahha..tt toilet betta...*hahas!* dan go til bout 9.45 lydat pia go back klasss lerrr..whahaha..larkie din tio kan..*lOlx* sho shoik..go histriee fer onli bout 15 min dan recess le...budden muz finish d hw she gave..weee! i n gin hand in by d end of dae while others end of recess i tink..*grins* nd recess we went da toilet agane..toilet seems lyke our 3nd hme other dan skool hoR? *hehe* den go recess..bud din reeli go cuz i osho dun feel lyke ceein him todaeee cuz of ytdz prob..oh yea..almost fergod..farhan sae i gt puppie dog eyes. actuallie i osho nt sure wth ish tt lar kaes..*whaha* bud to wad HE SAE..ish dose eyes tt ken soften pplz heart when dey dun consent to ur smth..-___-! he sae moi puppie dog eyes beri qiang..make ppl xin ruan. which i dunch tink shhhhoooo..actuallie dunno wad he tokin' boutt..? lOlx..! yeppieee..dan afta skool went da dianaz hse..we took cab dere..actuallie we nb go de..den osho sianz..den we buy meeee go her hse cook n eatt..sho HARD sia d noodle..reeeleee HARD. *argh* sho lameee..dan we joked n reeli fooled ard in her hme..aunt duck [ regina ] sae wheneva ttz mie will hab alot of wild imaginations..LARFTER! hahahaz..*funnnn!* dan went back da sku by cabbb aganes..en dey all went fer art club..dan mie n gin go hme lor..actuallie wanna go d bball court cee yong huat n buddiesss plae bball de..budden time nt arp yet..dan lazieee liaoz..*hmmm* dan d Os r outtt todae..dun reeli wanna go inda details..wo sho sad fer sum ppl close da mie..reeli hope ya all ged ova it soon kaes..? *muaHz*

**cLaRa..___`
`PaiNFuL PasT..++

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@ Friday, February 27, 2004
Wednesday, February 25, 2004
* PaTheTic eaRs.. *
argghhh..earlie in d mornin' g.gina tio catch ear-stick n all tt by mr chong. i excaped..budden earsticks kennot mehz? wthh..sum sae ken while sum sae nt. blahh..wateva..dan todae maths n sci tcher nt here..gt relieve tcher bud i was practically slackin' rd..sho bored lors todae..i lern hw da tie tie liaoz..whaha..*man zhu gan* bud i tie beri er xin lars..dan todae LIT test..hope allz finee..dunno whether i shud sae itz diff or ez lar. *hee* dan afta skool actuallie wanna go cosmix do d eng project thingie de..gt quite a no. of presentation da rush..eng n IT. *blahh* budden i did it at hme liaox..todae yx came da mah hme..shez a DAMN SIAO charbo kaes..shant go inda details. =___=!! lolx..dan nick [ my klas de ] tml goin' da berger king da werk liaos..maybeee go dee siao him tml. *whahha..* sho gud..i osho wanna earn income lehx..waitin' fer tt mei mei..gonna bee nannie. *pheeew* oh yea..mdm bawani summoned brenda dwn da ask wad colour earstick ken we wear n all tt nonsenseee..dan she pulled mie out n counted mah rite ear..' shez gt 1..2..3..4 earsticks here ' den we said 5 lar..dan found out she was referrin' da earstick nia..*lOls* aiya..heck sho much ler..tml gt freakin' dnttt...*haish* hate tt sub..cee mr aw yongz face i sian ji phua..tho he alwis crack jokes n ask mie da be intereted in DNTTTTT. *argggh* niwaes juz nw i wanted da cor nick [ my klas de ] dan i called d rong nick..i cored mah god-brudder [ nicholas lim ] john frm 2e1 this yr de brudder. O.M.G. wad a sotong ken i beeee...T.T! dan d con was berie farnieee..

clara - harloe nicholas arh..ni zai na li?
nick kor - yesh clara..zai zuo gong lor..mmm..she mo shi..?
clara - haR? i tot ming tian den start..ni zai plaza singapura arh?
nick kor - no lar..metro paragon lor.
clara - *damn blur* ke yi jiang dian hua ma?
nick kor - ermm..
clara - wo msg ni lar kaes?
nick kor - ke yi. msg ke yi.
clara - okok..wo msg ni.

DENNN......i msged n found out tt i called d rong nick. *SCRIMS OUT LOUD* =_______+!!!! he sae heng his manager nt rd. lOlx. felt lyke dyin'. reeeeli blerrr...whahaha..dan i was wonderin' when nick [ my klas de ] de voice sho hao ting. =Xx! yuan lai ish my god-kor larz..*gosh* niwaes kor, u'll excel in ya O's de..! *hugss* okaeeee..2 pics of us frm d funfair ytd uploaded..! guess ttz bout it..tryin' da be late fer sku tml. *grins*

**cLaRa..___`
`PaiNFuL PasT..++

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@ Wednesday, February 25, 2004
Tuesday, February 24, 2004
* sUaY suaY daE *
hieeeeee....ledz cee wad happened todae kaes..=Xx..arhhh! waid. fersly i tio mr felix catch shert tucked out n earrings..-omg- berieee suay kaes..he confiscated plenty 8 of 'em. dan i gt none left. T.T! IT todae we took pics agane..uploaded sum of 'em liaoz..hahax..*winks* dan suay suay i tk out tio tcher cee den he bth liao..confiscate. *lOlx* ish kian leng's hp..haazz..bud got it back of cuz..dan durin' eng ms puspa asked mie if fanhan n syarul gt dee siao mie in klas bo..aiiyaz..eben if gt osho plae plae de..=) dan as fer syarull..i nb tok da him since tt specs tt taiji liaox..arhhh..sho be it. dan was sci..daniel n peeps took quite a no. of pics 'emself osho..oso uploaded..!! dan was CME. ppl hab to interview gud frz n ask 'em blah blah blah..hw dey mantain frenship btw each otherrr...tcher tk mie n g.gina as xplample. =___=!! dan everyoneeee cum ask mie n g.gina..*whahah* sho lameee..dan afta sku ji tao go hmmmeee..gt man zhu gan aganex..whie leH? cuz todae goin' d funfair maz..whaha..

* FuNFaIrz JoY *
yeppieeeee...nw ish da funfair thingie tt i n frz juz came back frmm..as 1st i g.gina n yx ferst..dan we go dere liaoz decided da ask ppl dwn loz..dan yx started da cor n msg..etc. *hahas* dan we met bryan..daniel, anthony..jin kai n zhi zhong. hahax..kinda big grp..dan go arcade ferz..cee 'em plae KOF liaoz dan we proceeeed dwn da d funfair dere..dint reeeli go gia d pasar malam..cuz im onlieee interested in dose rides. =Xx! *grins* dan i..yx n g.gina took d crazieee serf 1st..woahhhh..sho songgg..ferged all muh troubles high high up dereee...=))! i din grbbb any of d railin'z..whahaha..juz enjoy tt kinda feelin'..high lyke hell. =X! dan g.gina n yx was scrimin' awae...hahahx..dey kinda skareddd..dan my slippers nearlieee drop off mah feet on both time d rides..cuz i din hold..i rise mah hands high arp n scretch legs outttt..haha!! lydat den you qu..dan d thingie kept swayin' da d left dan hit mah bone on d chair..cuz i din hold den i was bein' shuai lai shuai qu by it. =//!! sho painfull..dan we god dwn n took music danceeee..muahahahaz...sho bian tai..we sit liaoz i osho din hold anythin..i was practically slackin' when g.ginaz hand was rd moi hand..[ grabbin' ] cuz she skared..dan when d thingie sway to one side..she titghten d force on my hand. *arhhh* ahaha..dan she was closin' her eyeesss n grabbin' mie berie titely. alort of thingies ran thru moi mind at tt timeee..realized hw much i wished he was ard..which ish nb gonna bee reality lar kie..lOlz. *luks afar* hmmm..den i ask tt person da speed arp when g.gina kp mieee..=Xx..oh yea..yx sit wib zhi zhong. whaha. dan we came dwn n daniel dey all osho cum dwn ler..den daniel pay fer bryan fer another ride of d crazieee serf lorx..den he took 10 out..i ask d auntie to ged 2 sets of tickets..which meanz his 10 ish GONEEE. budden he dun wana rideee..=//! den he damn smart lorx..my pouch was wib bryan when he took it n grab my marneee inside. arggh..heng i onli gt 4 inside..nb chi kui..budden i din ride lehx..cuz dey wanna go hme ler..sho i gt one set of tickets wib mieeee rite nw. anyone wans? *larfzzz* den gt tk sum pics lar..shall upload sum other tym..hmmm..dan we were takin' pics when dey on ' wokin' in d sun ' den i scrimed n jumped. whaahaha..lame. =Xx! dan we go tk another ride of crazieee serf..this time ish yx grabb my handd..jin kai asked mie kip my legs..haax..bud i din..cuz i wanna stretch lyke star-fish lidat..whahaha..dan alwis sit cum dwn liaox hor..our hair lyke siao charbo..=X pheeeeww...dey all complained of headaches n all tt starffies..hahax..im still jumpin'..zhi zhongz riteee..shall pia escape agane. *tinks* ahahz..spent alort liaoxz..bankrupttttt..whahah. bryan sae dey 2 beri skared up dere while i lyke bo chup bo chup onee..*lolX* blahhhh..fun fun fun..!! =D! - d happiest moment ish alwis d moment u reelie wished dey were by ya side..cuz dey're d ones dat made ya, cum thus far da enjoy such happiness in life. - *smiles* okaeeee..` end of essayyyy...` =Pp!

**cLaRa..___`
`PaiNFuL PasT..++

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@ Tuesday, February 24, 2004
Monday, February 23, 2004
* F.F - FoToz-FiLLed..=/ *
Wo lai ye..urmm..todaez PE osho berieee borin' larx..mr felix kept on pickin' on miee..arggh..dun wanna tok bout rit lerz..todae was foto-takin' daeee..hahaz..*lolx!!* we took alort of pics in klasss nd outta klas..*winks* dan plae plae ard..dan i uploaded one lorz..cuz this blogggie cnt even upload aload..*haish* denn this pic on d left ish edited de..cuz g.gina blinked when d flash flashed..dan she din wan it da be dere..sho i asked barry da hlp mie edit lorx..urmmm..dun mind d patch dere kaes..bo bianz..*hehe* dan todae mornin when we sittin' dwn..our klas tt freakin' chairperson asked us da move infront..beri tulan liaoz lorx..alwis movex3. buay sian arhhh..ppl osho chop places fer frz one rite..bLAH. guess wth she said da mie? ' nt happie arh? sit behind lar. ' knn..i shouted back ' LOL. ken 1st anot? kp sho much. ' dan she was lyke diao mie n gin liaoz lor..Zzz..lamer. dan i told ms puspa in a berieee no-respect tone tt im gonna sit RITE behind frm tml onwardss..cuz behind gt SUM PPL kip askin' mie da move n move which pissed mie off lors..den she asked hu. i kinda shouted ' behind one lar. im gonna sit behind..i dun kare. ' *blahh* i noe it isnt reeli nice..bud tt siao charbo behind forced mie. arggh...dun wanna mention anymre..boils mah blard..i make sure everyone cee mie sittin' at d EXTREME back tml wif g.gina n muh 2 other dears. =DDD lolx...dan was maths lorx..den ART..draw d dunno wad plastic bag de thingieee..sho bo liaoz. *Arhhhhh* dan was eng..nth de larz..dan afta skool went da MOS berger n ate lorz..waid beri long siaaa..dan was bout da ask 'em da hurry den cum out ler..dan yx dunno hw da use d tap dereee..bi mian dui lian..i ran da her rescue..*hahas!!* okok..dan zhi zhong msg yx fer bball match lorz..i snatched her fone n reply..' i nt goin le. ' =Xx!! hahaz..den we were bickerin' n snatchin' d foneeee INSIDE mos berger..whahaha..sho lameeee..dan i mo fang alvis. hahaahz..dan dey larf til peng. =//!! dan todae tt incident..beri beri beri paiseh lorz..still tryin' da recall wad i exactly said lehs..tml i n g.gina cee 'em in sku sure no face one lor............T.T!! argghhh..reeli beri qiao lor..ahhaz..g.gina was tellin' mie bout starffies n had to tern behind n show mie sth when she ermmm..tern liaoz n saw lm. *scrimsss* skare her n mieee..mie cuz i din noe anyone was behind..!!! =____=!! hahax..dan dey cum my hse dee siao..cover comp screen of 2 pplz faces..den kpkbbbb..push here n dere..dan dey went hm..whahaha. *peaceeee* dan wanna go pasar malam tml ler!! sho happieeee..gonna tk everythin' dere..*grinz* den tml i gt maths remedialllll..!! *cries* i dun wanna gooo..no one pei wo. hmm..=( sigh..okaeeeee...gotta run. my hand hen suan le. byebyeeeee..

**cLaRa..___`
`PaiNFuL PasT..++

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@ Monday, February 23, 2004
Sunday, February 22, 2004
* GoNNa be a NaNNie.. *
Nannie nannie nannie. soundz shhho olddd. =// *lOlx* shall ged inda tt ltr baz..todae slacked at hm all dae..actuallie ish go d pasar malam de..bud *sheesh* nt okieeee yet. sho pek. blahhh..dan at hm do mah bloggie til back aches n moi whole berdie hurtz..T.T! dan osho nt much changex lar..bud im simply tooooo bored stuck at homeee ler. *haish* cee teebee..face d comp..eat..slp..wad else? dan todae hlped lester do d IT presentation thingiee..edit sum starffies..i juz added sum pics n done another 2 slides fer him..*hehex* sorrieee arhh..i nt xpert in ppt..hmm..bud i do liaoz osho beri tired..dan todae herd dad n ah ma sae dey gonna luk afta one galgurl [ our long time neighbour frm amk. ] gt income ma..i sae itz ez-marneeee..*grinz* budden i gotta sarffer lo..daddie sae muz try da cum back earlie afta skool n luk afta her..i beri skared of her..cuz she beri 'magnet' da mieeee..*hahaz* dan i was tellin dad tt i'll bring her out at times when itz muh tern da luk afta her...cuz..BLAH!! i dun wanna be grounded at hm. sho i rather dai ta go out wib mieee..dan he was saein' berie dangerous. *omg* no prob de lar. =X betta dan i at hm plae wib herr..shez d hyper-active type lehx..bring her out to farawae places to lern mre thingies osho gud. *terns n larff* den i'll lyke afta sku cum hm bring her ferz..dan go out. sho maybee sum arder time will cee mie rd wif a xiao mei mei. *urmm* bo bianz larx..nbm lorz..bud by d tym she gotta go back horrr..sure bu she de one. sumtimes nanniez much closer da kids dan deh parentz. *hmm* tml sku lO..haben ged readieee..muh rmz in a MESS. *giddie* lolx. berieee luan. betta go pack arp liaoz..ciaO..!

**cLaRa..___`
`PaiNFuL PasT..++

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@ Sunday, February 22, 2004
Saturday, February 21, 2004
* COFFEE RULEZ..!!! *
arhhhhhh....coffeex3..whahah. okaeee...todae went feer NCC lorz. sian dao yao si. smre berie tired..*sigheee* i cnt find moi belt n hairnet. blahhh..sarks..sho suay..actuallie dun wanna go ler..budden i sure kena de..sho go baz..dan stand unda d hot hot hot hot san...i alreadie gou chaotah le lar..T.T! hen lei arhhh..dan i march n do drills beri slack lorz...dan d staff wok da mie..' clara, wad're u tryin' da prove? ' *wth* i din sae anythin..plainly stared at him til he woks awae..simply pissed by NCC n ppl dere..*arggh* dan sum commands i 4god..arhhh...mind nt workin'. *tired* dan hlp dose sec 1s chuze uni, shoes..n all tt starffies..hlp 'em cee fit anot..*yawns* one of 'em was sho shocked da hear mie speak chi da him..*lolx* dan i told him ' bu yao zhe yang kan zhe wo. wo shi hua ren. *smiles* '. LOL!! sho farnieee..hmms..=Xx! dan afta everythin' i was dead beatttt. *hao lei* i bth..dan dey gave break..sounds beri ren ci hor? plz lor! 2 mins + nia..*heartless* dan was toks n drills agane lor...nth de lar..dan heartcore de ppl gt camppp!!! sho guddd..*envy* argghhh..tt staff damn against mie one lehz..he alwis nth nth..' clara! bler arh..?! luk here. ' blahhhhhh.....*stares* heck him sho much...i continue lukin' at farawae thingies..cuz.....d sun sai til mah eyessss hurts....=(! 4god all bout NCC liaoz...shant tok much bout rit..dan went da SP lorz..eat liaoz yx gotta go *ahem* mit her dearrie dear larz..hahax..dan i n g.gina went rd dan hm lorz..todae d pasar malam nt readieeee yet lehx..*haish* i cee liao sho itchy. cuz luks sho funnnnn...!! *heez* dan maybee tml go baz..daddie osho wanna go..*lOl?* okaeeee...dan i juz kinda changed mah blogggie inda a coffee blog. whahaha. cuz coffeeeeee....simply rox. *winks* dan all ish bout coffee de. muahaha. i find it fab. =D *bHb* ahahxxx...kae kae..dan nxt wk gtg fer d trainfire thingie..d gun de..haix..sho lazieee osho..budden on thersdae..dan 12 sia!! no nid go DnT. whahaha. my fav. *hurrays!* lolz..budden will be tarff ba..gt advantages osho gt dis ones. *gees* ermmmm..dan guess wad? i found mah belt liaoz...argggh. freakin' belt. hai mieeee...T.T! aiyaz..ova dou ova le..suan le ba...*hmmm* sku sch skoooooll!! mish skool..whiE? cuz lifez toooo borin' u cee..=( gt maths hw haben dooo..*dieee* urmm..jiu zhe yang ba..kaes..nitey nitez.

**cLaRa..___`
`PaiNFuL PasT..++

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@ Saturday, February 21, 2004
Friday, February 20, 2004
* herE cuMs maH essaY..=X *
oKaEeeee...im tryin' da cut dwn alort..aload liaoz hor..n oh yea..! tml gt NCC. wah kaoz..im damnnn lazieee da gooo. sho manie mams reminded us cuz dey noe we're reeeli relunctant da go lorz..=// todae earlie in d mornin' go back klas fer reflection n dan eng. all ms puspa de lessonz..juz received fio's msg saein' ken cor her if im bored. *hahas* fio, hui de hui de..*smilez* hmmm...actuallie todaez berie happenin'. -lOlx- afta eng was histrieeee. ms leez lesson was xtremetly borin'..mie n mah mates kept yawnin' [ which ish wad she hates ] lolx. dan was reeecess..todae gt one creeecher on mah shert..!!! dan duck [ clarissa ] saw..dan hlp mie catch..*arhhhh!!* sho grossssss...bud b4 tt she was luffin' awae when we peng on d grass at backlane dere...-argggh- i lyke a magnet da 'em. =Xx! dan was sci in sci labbb..whahahaha..daniel n peeps cum dee siao mie n g.gina aganes..as usual..tok bout loadsa starffiessss..bout thailand..moi countrieee. =X dan fuddd n thingies..dey're nicesh da chat wib..*hahaz* dan alwis tok da 'em will larf mah headz off..-blahhh- hahax..dan afta sku wee went da luk fer ms puspa n mdm bawani..dan outside starf rm 4got tok wad da mr oon dan he used his file smack moi head. *arhhh* dan mr siva asked mie hwz barry. i herd as wherez barry. blah. i've gt ear probb. =Xx! =// dan went da SP wib ms puspa n mdm bawani..nd *omg* dun misundastand kaes..we folo-ed 'em cuz of g.ginaz specs..mdm bwani paid wib her NETS ferz..=X..dan we were gossipin' behind 'em. muahaha. *bad* afta tt we go loiter rd dan go hm ler..dan i went da orhorh..*tired* realized wheneva i listen da jay de songs will feel kinda flarffiee..dan slpy. =// lolz..saw lester n jtz pic at fionaz foto alberm..hahaz..lukz sho farniee..i tink todae gt heartcore noes..bud din attend lorx..okieee..en SP dere de pasar malam tml okae liaoz..! sho biggg...muz beee gr8t. whahaha. shall go n chill mahself out. u guys, too! =Xx! *sheesh* nitessss..!

**cLaRa..___`
`PaiNFuL PasT..++

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@ Friday, February 20, 2004
Thursday, February 19, 2004
* scriMs..! *
Yeppieee..ferz thing da do earlie in d mornin' at parade square ish STAND. * haish * dunno y i n g.gina totally 4got todaez thersdae. opps. dan rid eng bk til mdm bawani caught us. =// * alamak * dan muz stand. stand liao we kept on tokin' dan mdm bawani n g.gina started tokin' bout d specs de case. dan she was asked out fer questionin' lorz..dan mdm bawani rid mah statement liaoz, osho ask mie go out tok. ms puapa caught my top de earrin'. 4eva sho suay one leh. pheeew..dan tok liaoz she ask us to make sum correctin' da our statements. sho we took our pen dan sit on d floor n started ritin' lorz..* arhhh * dan okaeeee liaoz we go back stand..den kept tokin' to regina..dan change places..blah3..we tok alort. lolx. dan todae de recess was at 11. hmmm..nt berie used bud nbm lar. niwaes oso nb eat de. * hmmm * dan maths result you le lor..as per normallll...of cuz i flung..!! T.T! actuallie no nid sob de larz..i knew it. haiz..nbm lorx..tink too march osho noo useee..=( * geez * dan dnt. * shakes head * i dunno hw da draw one. aiya..i deng zhe si le..* haiz * i c liao sho blerrrr...dan i practicallie 4got everythin'. BLAH! dan aiya..no choice lor..d rest of d time i luk outta d window tinkin' of starffies..dan waid fer time da be arppp...dan choing outta sku..bud todaeeee gt detention!!! d MT bk lar. * sheesh * =P sit dere lyke bai chi..dan tio mam' ku cee tio..she ask mi n g.gina go tok. ask bout sat de NCC thingie. dan g.gina gt valid reason while i dun..!! T.T! den tio her kpkb. sae NCC everyone osho tired blah blah blah. okieee..im sick of NCC liaoz. Zzz. * tinks * hw i wish i ken QUIT. once n fer all. arhhhh...dan we go eat lorz..niwaes mr johnny asked g.gina hlp him carry guds. =Xx! dan i folo..dan he sae ' hui qu. ni bu yao hui qu wo gei ni double detention wo gen ni jiang arh. ' threaten mieeeeeee..eeeks. dan i go back lorz. lolx. dan nth much ler..lastlieee..xm reeli berie moodie. ttz y i sae i cnt msg him. ged miee..?! * sigheee * dan he beri up dwn up dwn hu leng hu re lorz. tho i alwis will fergif..bud sumtimes wanna reeli tok da him..he start plaein' dan a lil' pek liaoz..hope he undastands, ya? urmmm..hao le..* ceee yer! *

**cLaRa..___`
`PaiNFuL PasT..++

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@ Thursday, February 19, 2004
Wednesday, February 18, 2004
You are the blue moonlight. You are peaceful and
serene, kind and loving. Your heart never
stears you wrong. You let out uncertainess with
tears, and you let out fear with light. The
blue light means distance. You are afraid to
get to close to people. You have been betrayed
once before and can't do it again. Your dream
job could consist of a counsler or a traveler.
You love humanity and lonliness. You will have
love in your life and will never pass by
unnoticed. Your beauty attracts many, but your
personality is rare. The uniqness in your mind
will always separate you. You can always find
yourself lingering near the ocean, thinking
about life. Your head seema to be up in the
clouds, though you body is down omn Earth. You
change and each time come back a better person.
The blue moonliht will always guide to safety
in the darkest hour.


What shade of moonlight are you? (Boys or Girls)
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- LoLx..!!! - =Xx

* TirEd x3 *
Ni haooo...* woosh * jing tiann...okaeeee..mr chong blahhh kaes. he dunno wanna force jin kai til when. hate himm. cnt gif others a chance. wonder hw his tcher trit him when he was a student, himself. feel sho angwrie fer jin kai. * arggh * nth much todae..shant blog too much. ltr SUMONE hor...sae i ritin' essay aganez..* whaha * =X yepps..ms puspa din cumm..dan ms tan took ova. act strict..? Zzz. i sho despo in her klas..anyhw msg ppl..SIANZ!! niwae i haben gif NCC de letter da mam' wong. nb die ish fake. arhhh..wateva. NCC sarks. dan stupid MT. damn tcher..arhhhh. *sheesh* dan was recess..d 3 of 'em stardeein' histriee til beri cham. den postponed. =_=! * siao * dan maths. haiz..handed in d bk liaoz..bud sure kena skoldins one..i anyhw do de. * blah * dan was LIT!! hmmm..mr shamz lesson was quiet..bud beri meaninful, tho. urmm..he toked bout fate starffies..reeli meaninful..hmmm..dan was sci. nth de lor sci..sho bored..dan PC le..fer bout 15 min bo tcher..whole klas lyke wad zoo lydat.. * hahaz * dan alwis blarf blarf sae hueva GM cum..dan all zhao back to seat. whaha. sho lameee. okieeee..dan mdm bawani came. long time bo cee. 1st da bee outta her mouff ish bu hao hua. Zzz. sae ppl fat. as if she gt cut dwn lydat lor. * gross * dan waid fer yx afta sku..she dunno throw wad rarrbishh.throw sho longg de..hahaz..den went da eat. i BTH. T.T! muz control aganes..* hmmm! * dan nth much den fly hm lerz..loadzsa staffies bout frz cumin' arp. arhhhhhh....dun wanna go tink. * arhhhh * dan chatted wif lester bout economic thingies..den tot of moi familie background. * criesss * haish..urmm..muz ren ming. dad cried tellin' mie his past stories...* luks afar * - prayz fer lesterz dad de bisness da rise rise rise. - hahaz..ttz wad i told him. * lOlx * hao le..wo go liaox..* wInkwiNk *

**cLaRa..___`
`PaiNFuL PasT..++

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@ Wednesday, February 18, 2004
Tuesday, February 17, 2004
* PaiN *
dui bu qi. ytd nb blogg..wasnt reeli in d mood da do sho..dun mind mie if i go reeli plain in this fer todae..ytd n todae was sho scariee..mam' wong was wokin' rd n rd..den we shivered wheneva shez near..=// todae osho..n ermm..dunno fer wadeva reasons, she din catch us. phew. bud im sure we cnt hide fereva. hmm. fer PE..we played softball..we din plae by d rules. we anyhw de. we 4 juz kept throwin' it da each other..den we play in bowlin' style..hahaz..den i throw til d glove oso fly off. itz kinda big. =// den dey were larfin' larfin' n larfin' liaox..=( okaeeee...den dey both cum in shade here tok da mie n regina..dan kena mr felix caught. hahas. he gave us a warnin' liaoz..bud we still heck. sho he asked d both of 'em da go far far awae frm us. =_=~! arggh. den sci..as usual. sian til dunno lyke wad. m reeli wonderin' hw m i gonna survive sci exaM. arggh. sure da die. den maths..tcher bo cum..den mam' relief..heng nt mam' wong..ish ng. pheew. art was tokin session. we sit in grps n started yakkin' awae. =//! hahax..den afta sku pia alort places..SP..J8..nd northpoint..shoppin'!! =) g.gina bought loadzsa thingies..bud nt mie..hahaz..bought new bagg. hmmm..granted. d charbo dere force one..yucks. u'll die noein' d wae she entertain ya n sa jiao noe. gosh. maybee ttz y power 9 sho manie ppl ba..=// oh yea..saw fio on d wae da sp..dan back hm lerz..okaeee..g.gina makin' fun of mie in her blog lar kae..mah wae of pronouncin' werds gt hey-wired le..dunno whie. =X okieee..den back hm. n ermm..dun wish da mention tt real sad thingie here..bud i cried it all out. sigh. led 'em be..shant go into details..movin' on da todaee..started off wif borin' MT..dislyke d tcher mre n mre. todae mah mind was filled den i din tok at all. she sae ' jing tian lao fuo ye hao xiang bing dao le ' =_=! wth. im juz tired. =/ den was IT. big case. syarul sux big time. he took g.ginaz watch on fri den we tried da run afta him hopin' da ged it back..budden din. sho todae i saw n grabb it frm him den threw da g.gina. dan he snatched frm her n kinda pull her specs in threaten kinda form..tinkin' tt she'll retern him d watch lorx..den dey straggled nd d specs broke inda 3 parts. of cuz, she cried..bud i prefer da led her kriee it all oud..den she'll be fine..=) dan mie as a fren..was damn pissed. sho w/o any pass or watsoeva..mr brandon sae onli one ken acc her go find tcher. bud i chiong..dan go find ms puspa. i reasoned wif her rl loudly. dan she kinda wanna refer d case da mr felix. sho bee it. i simply told her d damage de cost shuden be payed by g.gina. SHUDEN kaes. den was recess nd d check-up thingy...ermms..oh ya. im startin' on a jian fei ji hua. hahax. muz lar. bo bian. =( okaeee...den checkup lor..my eye-site w/o glasses sho bad.. =(! sad- bud wib specs den i ken rid. actuallie we wanna memorise de..bud tink liaox..oso no benefits ma. sho shun qi zhi ran lor..den dey ask q bout smokin' n starff..den go tk out shert n check backbone. ermm..kinda ps lar. bud no choiceee...mah backbones fine..=) hmm..den b4 tt rite statement based on g.ginaz specs tt thing..frm last yer til nw i dunno rite hw mani staements liaoz. =// sho chamm..dun lyke d feelin' of ritin' one. u're fitin' against ur frz. nt a nicesh feelin', tho. haish. bud this time rd reeeli his fault lor..den back da klas fer scI. argggh. den was CME. d fun fun CME. todae was alrite lar..we did sth lyke postcards da our fav. fren. hahax..of cuz i did it fer g.gina n vice versa. xin you ling xin. dan ms puspa kinda told g.gina she noe y i fought sho much fer her specs..cuz we were reeli close..urmm..yepss..den muz rite lyke..one letter in d name muz rite sth nicesh. lyke A - attractive or watsoeva larz. hahax..den go hm le..aiya. sae nice nia. go hm. alamak mie. went da sp. bud halfwae thru saw g.ginaz mum n naturally..yi g.ginaz temper..dey quarrelled. sho i deceided da led em settle ferz..sho i woked awae..den she met mie wif red eyes. she cried agane..mum said da wash her hands off her liaos. poor her. gin, dunch worrie too much kaes? dere're still colours in life. * smilex * hope allz fine fer her..in sarch a situation..she still saw lm n r wokin' at same speed. hmm..okae..shez gonna sae im lame liaoz..hahaz..yea..tink ttz bout rit..ps todae blogg lyke no life no life lydat. m feelin' dwn. =)) dun mind mie kaes..urmm..weather nowadaes hu leng hu re..do take karE..=) hope ya eyes arent tired afta readin' hor..byeeee..

**cLaRa..___`
`PaiNFuL PasT..++

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@ Tuesday, February 17, 2004